*UPDATED* Gotta Rest. :(

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

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Did my test under expectation.
So, pray hard that i am not going to flunk. :S
Went to watch Confessions of a Shopaholic with bffs, Jac and June.
Movie that i longed for.
What to say, the movie was beyond GREAT!
Irresistable branded bags, sexy heels, knock-out outfits and stuffs are driving us CRAAAAZY~
And i do mean C-R-A-Z-Y.

Not to mention the Hero, so damn HOOOOOOOOOT!
I totally went gaga about him when he spoke the UK slang. *blush*
And i kept imagining living vicarously like Rebecca Bloomwood.
How great is that?
Um, of course minus the whole debt part. :p

We were salivating most of the time during the show.
I mean, for goodness sake, Isla Fisher's costumes were styled by the legendary Patricia Field, who also styled Sex and The City, Devil Wears Prada and Ugly Betty!

Zac Posen dress, Todd Oldham boots and Gucci bag.
P/S; i INSANELY LOVE the Gucci bag.Totally getting one, not until i graduate.Duh.

Miu Miu bag and Christian Dior shoes.

Oscar De la Renta blouse and Vivienne Westwood suit.
P/S; Personally LOVE the Vivienne Westwood suit! :)

D&G shirtdress and Christian Dior shoes.
P/S; Heart the D&G shirtdress. :)

Matthew Williamson Coat and Christian Dior blouse.
P/S; Dang it, I freaking LOVE this whole outfits.

Vintage jacket, Patricia Field dress.
P/S; Totally adorable! :)
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Current time- 3.54AM.

I'm still awake, apparently.
And no, i have hardly enough strength to type.
Idk what kept me awake.
Anyone is willing to hypnotise me or at the very least read me a bedtime story? :(


Current time - 4.07AM.

Starting to feel panic.
I have to wake up early tomorrow (if you consider 12.30pm as early).
But i am still sitting here.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
Test a.k.a disaster is looming, and i've been studying STATS the whole evening today.
Watched Victoria Secret's Runway in the afternoon.
Suppose to find myself in the dreaming status right now.
Staying up late recently makes my skin terribly unpresentable to the extend that i would not look into the mirror.


Current time - 4.20AM.

Peepies, i think i have to try curling myself up in my bed with a boring novel.
See if i can drop asleep.
Wish me luck, then.

Sweet Dream.


TT Player Playing:
You're Not Sorry - Taylor Swift.
Don't Wanna Try - Frankie J.

P/S; Playing my fave songs. Hopefully these can help.
OMG! 4.27AM (in a complete daze)

You're Such A Biatch! =/

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪


There are too many differences in characteristics of people.
When you step out from your protected area, and get among the society, you will find this much frequent than ever.


Some are jolly good man(which possible, although unlikely), some are straightforward; some just like to gossip, BACKSTAB, and boycott.
Without a doubt, the third kind of people are sickening!
I met one recently.


Hey Look, whatever you want to gossip about, I DONT GIVE IT A DAMN, I DONT EVEN CARE!
Though the one you're backstabbing is one of YOUR BEST FRIEND!
I cant judge you because i dont even know you.
So i just stay aloof from your affairs.


And WTF we're not intimate enough and therefore, MY LIFE IS NONE OF YOUR CONCERN!
GET IT, biatch?!
Prying information about whether-i-gossip-you out of my friend?!
What a nerve!
Hey pal, do you think everyone as meddlesome-scheming-hypocrite as you are?
Listen, NOT EVEN CLOSE!
Always gossip and backstab your best friend behind them? After that boycotting them?
Well, well, well. Not wise.
Do you think you're very popular?
I believe in karma. What goes around comes around.
We'll see.


BTW, you're not so important to let me gossiping about, alright?!
Oh please, I dont even know you, how can i bad-mouth about you?!
And even i did, so what?!
It's not like you're kind and simple.
You know what, a clear conscience laughs at nonsense accusation.
So, if you dont resort any low cunning or done nothing wrong, why would you mind?
Might as well saying you're GUILTY.
I wonder whether you're a thorough weirdo, which i pretty sure you are.


FYI, NOT EVERYONE LOVE TO GOSSIP AND BACKSTABBING, LIKE YOU DO!
Whoever i want to gather with and talk about, you better leave my business alone!
Mind your own affairs! Stop pissing me off.
Another FYI, i dont gossip about you when i'm with my friends, fine?!
But since what happened, i doubted.
Get a fcking life, girl!



TT Player Playing:
Jai Ho- PCD
Hatin' On The Club- Rihanna

I'm Drama Mama. :p

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

I'm sick of my blogskin.
Been to many websites and found out they have GREAAAAT one.
Eeee, i'd like those too~ *whining whining whining*
Well, well. As to prevent such desire from gnawing at me constantly, i decided to make myself a brand-new-uber-cool one, RIGHT AFTER MY TEST!
Geez~ :)


Speaking of which, I havent start to study STAT yet.
Darn!
My idleness made me wanna PUKE sia!
As everyone says, IDLENESS-root of EVIL!
I COULDN'T AGREE MORE. Duh~
So, for god's sake, Caryne, can you just break this out?! ROAR
Be good, even for O-N-C-E, alright?
Unh unh, dont tell me you cant make it.
Movies, ps, chillin', shopping theraphy and blah blah blah can wait. Yes, they are.
So, grasp all of your notes and start SWALLOWING every chapters!
Sounds disgusting, ewww~ :S


I'd like to go Sunset Bistro in the evening.
The beauty of the scene there fill people with enchantment, i can tell.
Well, i never been there on evening, but i really can tell from my friends' pics!


p/s; i'm thinking whether to straighten my hair after i finish my Schwarzkopf.
Though i know my mum'd nag at me IF i do so.
Errrr, neither do bffs, J&J (Justhrin & Jac). :p
And i miss my long hair, somehow.
J (Justhrin) is so obsessed with the hair extension.
Um, actually, it's fake hair piece.
I sort of, you know, staggering abit sia~ xD


FYI, i hate staying in my own room because i found out something that i never want to know.
This is really heartbreaking but in the meantime, i'm offended.
How i wish i can change a r_______.
I realized that i spent ALOT of time at J's (Juthrin) room and i so afraid that i would cause them trouble.
Sigh.

Enjoying movie, Wild Child, with J.
Which J? You guess. :)

That's it, then.

Until next time.

Sincerely,
Caryne.

Pop, Lock & Drop It. :(

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

My ill is getting steadily worse.
For god's sakes, it's not even A LITTLE BIT better.
In fact, i caught flu some more, somehow. How great! *insert eye-rolling here*


Passed up SOME assignments and SOME tutorials today.
Feeling a wee bit released. :)
Shouldnt skip Law class today but... as to confess the corn, yeah, i did. *Guilty*


WTF i accidentally locked my room in the evening just now.
I was actually going to wash my spoon and enjoy my dinner but somehow i habitually locked my room (without even noticed it), and after i finished the washing, headed to my room, turned the knob, and my mind went WTF, NO WAY! I LOCKED MY ROOM!


What's more absurd, my roommate who not always hang out, WENT OUT WITH HER FRIENDS AT THIS MOMENT!
Seriously, WTF??!!
So, spent RM10 (oh yes, RM 10) to get the warden coming hostel to give me the key!
I dont understand why they have to charge us RM 10!
it's not like they're coming all the way from Gurney Drive or Batu Ferringhi to hostel!
Well, FYI, the warden is staying at relau!
It's like, 5 minutes to our hostel??!!
You can even walk!


Urgh! i can make a damn conclusion right now.
INTI = MONEY SUCKER! =X


Enough said.
I should really go to bed now.
I cant even breathe right now.
Urgh, sickness!


P/S; Thanks J (Justhrin), for walking me all the way to main block and all the way back and all the way to main block again. @@
And she was doing her assignment at that time.
I was so sorry bothering her.
Anyway, love you, sweetheart. :) And THANKS again~

Some other old pic of me. OMG, this pic is REAL old.

I LOVE DANCING. ;)

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

Some very old pic with ma sweetheart. :)

WATTHEFISH, i'm sick.
Having sore-throat and i HATE it.
Bff, J (Jaclyn), said my body is giving me you're-going-to-sick-unless-you-drink-alot-of-water hint.
So, i start to drink like GALLONS of water.
Well, anything to heal this.


J gave me the sore-throat pills as well.
Thanks, dear~ :)
The pill is so cool as it can paralyse my mouth and all the way to my throat. O_O
Thus i taste nothing currently. LOL.


Am superduper-extremely-exceedingly-ultra exhausted.
Still, i have to go back to my assignments. OMFG =X
Might as well buck up and snuggle up together with ma breaddy and Phyphy. :)
So, toodles!

I'm CRAZY in love with this pic.
When i mean crazy, it's totally CRAZYYYYYYYY! :)

Which Baby Are You? :)

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪


I've been shutting myself up in my room for days.
Because i have to finish my courseworks in time.
I watch Heroes while i'm having dinner.
Well, okay, maybe SOMETIMES after dinner. =X
What? I need to relieve my stress what.. :p


Dug up some really old pics last night.
That's why i posted them up.
And no, J (Justhrin), totally having no object or purpose. Geez~ xD


BTW, I'm so obsessed with Heroes!
I'm on the way to Season 3. WEeeee~ :D
Peter Petrelli is so hot and he makes me go gaga about him!
Claire Bennett is absolutely a total babe. You know, blonde, cheerleader, bonny-and-bright-blue eyes and stuffs.
Nikki Sanders, well, a sexy lady with knock-out body, blonde as well.

————-JANUARY BABY——————–

Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

———-FEBRUARY BABY ——————–
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
and loyal. Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but rarely shows it.
Horny. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

—————–MARCH BABY ——————–
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and
reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings.
Observant and assesses others.

——————APRIL BABY——————-
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool.
Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal.
Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable.
Loves to look for information.
Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh.
Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains.

—————–MAY BABY —————–
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated.
Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream.
Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical.
Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling.
Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited.

————JUNE BABY ————-
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around.
You love to make new friends and be outgoing.
You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner.
a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection.
You have a great choice in films, and may one day
become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,
you’ve got the looks for it!!

—————-JULY BABY ————–
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.
Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings.
Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and loving. Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations. Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone.
Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

————AUGUST BABY —————
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted.
self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude.
likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted.
Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying.
in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom.
rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone.
stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

————SEPTEMBER BABY —————
Active and dynamic. Mysterious. Bottle up the feelings.
You won’t ever know what’s going on in their heads, except for the chosen few.
Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems.
Always busy in finding ways to relieve world’s problems,
but during this they tend to neglect themself. Near and dear people
should see to it that they don’t forget themself completely while caring for others all the time. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous.
Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.
Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others.
Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

—————OCTOBER BABY ——————-
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center.
Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend.
Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless.
Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.
Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

—————NOVEMBER BABY ——————–
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous.
Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious.
Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality.
Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes.
Meets new people easily and very social in a group.
Fearless and independent.
Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd.
Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month.
If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

—————DECEMBER BABY —————
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible… better than all of these other
months! Loyal and generous.
Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand.
Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to delay.
Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental.
Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.
Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt.
Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up.
Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

You're nothing, dude! =/

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

Jesus christ! I dont know what happened to me.
I'm not in the mood of studying, completing my assignments and tutorials, and stuffs.
I'm not lazying around, i swear.
just... i somehow know something is going on and i dont feel happy about that, not even close.


You see, i'm not a puppet, okay?
I do have feelings. I can feel hurted, or sad.
And right now, that's how i felt.
Somebody just give me some damn pain-killing injections to make that feeling gone!
Yes, you can ask me to do whatever you wish me to because you think that's the best for me or even for all of us.
But you ignored MY OPINION, MY FEELINGS!
i understand what you are undergoing, but so do i.
Yet who's going to care about mine? Nobody.
I cant take this anymore!
Somebody, someone, or anyone, please rescue me out of these craps!
Please, please?


Thinking back how things used to be simple.
Why such condition is gone, for good?


Speaking of which, my bff, V, is struggling in IMU.
All the tests, assessment, reports, and stuffs she's confronting are way too tension than we could ever imagined.
Darling, i know you can tough it out!
And yes, it's difficult and it's killing as well but YOU HAVE US!
At the very least, here i am.
I wont let you to do all of these all by yourself. YOU HAVE MY WORD.
I used to remember how optimistic she was.
Nothing can take away her laughters or stress her out for more than 24 hours.
But as for now, i can tell she sounded muffled up when she called me during her tests.
So, i wont let that happened (that often).
I'll give her strength and courage, in fact anything she needs to get over the obstacles.
Simply because i love her.
Well, she's my bff after all. :))


P/S; B____ is such a jerk.
FYI, i'm not your whatsoever (and apparently i dont want to),
so mind your own business, alright?
In fact, you're so past tense for me right now.
And oh, about introducing me to your 'FRIEND', just so you know, I DONT GIVE IT A DAMN! Duh.

You CANT imagine how vain we could be.

What's even worst, i started to miss him already. T.T

The Old Me's Dead And Gone.

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

Outing again, for ME+CHERYL celebration. WEee~

I was thrilled when Mr. Loo cancelled class on monday!
which means we're able to hang out. Geez~ :)


Was planning to go Gurney at first, and then plan changed.
Went QB AGAIN. Still, it was great fun.


Bffs on list:-
Jac;
Justhrin;
& Cheryl and her boyfriend.


I wanted to have a honesttogoodness shopping theraphy,
but you see, the threat of economic depression hangs over the world.
So we should be saving money instead of flings money about on unnecessary luxuries. :S


I wanna cam-whore with my ladies in the F21 but the biatch just dont let us to.
Wtfish.


Lunch at Kim Gary; Dinner at Pizza Hut.


We even went Sunset Bistro afterwards!
Oh god, i just love chillin' there.
The scene of the beach was beautiful beyond expression and the unique decoration of the pub baffles description.
A flawless chime of romance and reality.


Enough said, i'll let the pics do the talks.

F21.
LOVE the skirts.
& ignore my retarded face expression. Duh.

Pretty face, Jac. :)))

Isnt she adorable?

Me. -.-
What a big difference. XD

The lovers.
Aww~ :)))



Dinner at Pizza Hut.

Sunset Bistro!
A MUST place to go.
The table located on the beach.

Fish! :)

We changed the table location.

The sweetheart.
Jac.

The Hottie.
Justhrin.

My Babes. :)))
They have enchanting smiles, dont they?
And i freaking love them!

The wackiest sexy! xD
Always make us ROFL. -.-

Take 1, failed!

Take 2, failed as well. -.-


We love chillin', babe!

p/s; i had haircut. My hair is real damn short now, and i do mean SHORT! T.T
I wanna take a nap right now. Toodles!

I cant believe i actually posted up these pics.
Looked fcking hedious here.