Sunday, January 6, 2013

Turn up the love.

♥Love & To Be Loved

You know life is pretty darn awesome when the toughest decision you have to make is who to hang out with, how to not over-clash your schedule for outings and what-to-wear when you doll-up yourself for a meet up.

That's how my life goes these days. I feel like my life is back to the right track, slowly. And I could hop on my bed & dance to the musics I played in my room nowadays then bring it to the dancefloor lol, like a lighthearted child. I've gone out from my little isolated zone and started to mingle with my long-time-no-hang friends. Never been so freed and cheerful until now!

Sister went Krabi and I wished so badly that I could join her trip as well. Too bad I'm not managed to get leaves for her travel period! :/ what a bum gahh! Hopefully another short escape of mine would actually work! Fingers crossed.

Till then. Will back for more cheerful posts! XO!

Toast to beautiful souls in my life and the greater blissful year ahead.


Thursday, January 3, 2013

Happy new year!

♥Love & To Be Loved

Happy new year dolls! How was everyone's new year celebration or the celebration still prolongs until now? ;)

Life was falling apart few weeks back, for that point of my life, I felt like I lost everything I treasure, got my heart broken pretty bad and I let my emotions taking over me. I am way too stubborn and persistent, good and bad, whenever I encountered difficulty in my life, I tend to take the unnecessary pains to study the insoluble problems. Only until I hit the dead end, that's when I've quite grasped the situation.

After struggling in the same pace for so long, I finally accept the fact that at some points of my life, there's a possibility that people that you thought was a keeper gonna hurt you so much. All you can do is to forgive and forgo. When you do, you'll be able to turn around and face the broken piece of your life and be thankful to those people you've met throughout the course of your life. Because of them, you've opened your heart. They're somehow important to you that you're willing to be vulnerable by exposing yourself to them. Yes, you've got hurt, but I believe in one way or another it helps to build your character and enhance your inner strength.

I'm glad I took the initiative to head down to his place and had a talk, face to face.

When my life is in a mess and my heart couldn't take another single matter anymore, I isolate myself. Being in my own world with Lana Del Rey's voice playing at the background, disengaged from the crowds. Its like giving a break to my soul and sanity. I've lost cos I let myself to drown in this pain. I allow the devil inside me to takeover. But after being alone and calming myself, I feel cheerful and carefree, like the positive side of me re-emerged. Instead of hold onto something that doesn't belong to me anymore, I chose to let go for my main purpose is for everyone I adore to be happy. Everyone deserves happiness and to search for their ultimate one-and-only soulmate. I pray... :)

Now I'm able to tell someone who's going through the same thing 'Been there, done that'. But I survived and transformed into a better person. If you feel hurt, cry and breakdown as much as you can. Crying doesn't indicate you're weak, it only means you're being tough for way too long. So don't bottle up your emotions.  Cry when you feel sad ; laugh out loud when you're happy ; smile when you feel blissful.

Even though life might seems hopeless and puzzled, but heads up! Do not let anything dull your spirits. Whatever happened in your life, let it be good or bad, they happen for a reason. At the end of the day, every single thing is going to fall perfectly in place.

Beautiful dinner with my loves. 
Even though not all of them will be in the pictures but you know who you are.
I'll post up the rest very soon. I promise.


With much loves, Caryne. X.