Monday, June 28, 2010

♥You said, You changed; But still nothing.

I can't recognize you anymore. I used to feel free and be myself in front of you, but not anymore.

I feel pitiful in front of you, the words you threw at me, made me feel like I'm ashamed of myself, I doubted myself & I even hated myself.

You despise me, you don't even look at me right in the eyes right nao.

Things like merry-go-round around you, new comes old disdained.

Just so you know, friendship is not disposable or recycle, either.

At least not for me.

I'm hating myself to put you in my priority & giving myself excuses to trust you all over again.

In the end, no matter what I do, the result was all one.

Try putting yourself in others shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it might hurt the person too. –Ivan-

Babe was right, I should stop blaming myself for i-don't-know-what-I-did-yet-getting-all-of-these-treatment reasons.

I tried so hard, I lost everything. It pains like hell.

I don't know how to show my deepest gratitude and how grateful I am to have her by my side.

She's special, and she holds a special position in my heart.

She's pretty, internally and externally.

She might be flawed, but hey, no one is perfect & I love her for who she is!

I don't care what everyone else thinks. What really matters is, we know exactly the love we poured & the care we shared.

♥ Her, Jaclyn Tan.

♥ The hardship we gone through together; The happiness we shared.

It stays on my mind.


Saturday, June 26, 2010

♥Rains On My Parade.

FML hard can? Wtf I'm having this super emo down moment again!

Can I stop feeling like I'm unwanted or something?

I just hate it when the true colors come out and you can't do anything but to suck it up!

The feeling is even stronger after you came back from all sorts of parties and being all alone in the middle of the night!


Friday, June 25, 2010

♥Honey, you, you are so yesterday.

I've been going out like non-stop once my final ended.

The final ended on 21st afternoon, and we went out straightaway!

Talk about efficiency ;)

Well, I deserve it. After all the hard works & craps.

Study week is deadly Holy crap!

I felt like I'm a walking zombie.

I barely able to sleep.

Let's see, stay up late to study until 3AM, and then wake up at freaking 7AM to go through everything again.

So yea, now you know why.

Anyway, I'm gonna spam my poor abandoned bloggie with lotsa various random outings pichas once I got 'em all!

Too bad there were some dramas going on, & I couldn't hang out with ma babe, Jac!

We used to stick together, hang out together, as a conclusion, doing everything together.

Not to mention partay together after final!

Hmm, that's so not us.

I couldn't tell how much I miss her. Feeling sad right nao.

I hope there isn't a gap between us :(

♥ The lurve.


I'm so going again! So who's in? ;)

Sleepover at June's is funnn! :)

We spent a lot of times together & she's such a sweet babe aww.

I know you appreciate me babe, and so do I.

♥ DSLR + Maxi dress!

♥Crazy us in pyjamas. & yea, that's me w/o makeup at all.

Apparently there's a hater who commented on my blog post judging my appearance & saying I fool everyone by all the fake pichas I posted.

Whatever. I admit I do look different before & after I makeup.

I admit I look like crap when I'm at college cause I'm lazy to dress up. Plus why should I? I'm attending classes, not party. Hellooooo?

Seriously, if you hate me, just get the hell out of my blog. You could always comment, but learn the friendly way please.

Well, that's all for the brief update.

Till next time!


p/s: I have my bang cut wtf it looks so fugly cause it's way too short! :/

Saturday, June 19, 2010

♥Can we pretend that airplanes In the night sky Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now.

21st would be my freaking last day for finals! :)

Don't ask me how I did. I'm praying for miracle to happen! FML!

Anyway, been planning for various partayyyy after final !


  • Tomyam mee
  • KDU dimsum
  • Sleepover at Dayah's
  • Summer Garden
  • 69 Mansion
  • Clubbing with ma girls
  • Ferringhi Garden
  • More & more movie marathon
  • Neoprints
  • Jalan2 Makan2 everywhere
  • Gua Tempurung
  • Photoshoot (if possible, fingers crossed!)
  • Hairdo
  • Save my skin
  • Infamous ducky rice at somewhere near kek lok si

Hmm, I'll fill up my to-do list after we come up with something new.

Well, I thinks that's it.

& I miss YOU!
*you know who you are ;)*

Yours truly ♥

Lovin' the morning sunshineeee ! :)

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

♥ Too Much.

♥Love & To Be Loved

Sometimes I look in the mirror,
& I don't know who is the person anymore.

I wonder what kind of person I've become.
Is it true that people change as the environmental changes?
In a negative way? In a positive way?

I feel ashamed of myself sometimes.
Simple, that's all I wished for.

I wanna stay bubbly all the time. :)

Next post: Ipoh trip. Stay tuned!

Havin' final ! Gonna update my bloggie right after my final alright?
Love you people!


Friday, June 4, 2010

♥ Hey baby, stays on my mind. :)

♥Love & To Be Loved

♥ Missing someone?

♥ Oopsy, I think i do :P

♥ & yeap, it's a secret! ;)

& i think I'm officially missing you!
Oh baby, stays on my mind~

♥ Yours truly.