Monday, June 28, 2010

♥You said, You changed; But still nothing.

I can't recognize you anymore. I used to feel free and be myself in front of you, but not anymore.

I feel pitiful in front of you, the words you threw at me, made me feel like I'm ashamed of myself, I doubted myself & I even hated myself.

You despise me, you don't even look at me right in the eyes right nao.

Things like merry-go-round around you, new comes old disdained.

Just so you know, friendship is not disposable or recycle, either.

At least not for me.



I'm hating myself to put you in my priority & giving myself excuses to trust you all over again.

In the end, no matter what I do, the result was all one.

Try putting yourself in others shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it might hurt the person too. –Ivan-

Babe was right, I should stop blaming myself for i-don't-know-what-I-did-yet-getting-all-of-these-treatment reasons.

I tried so hard, I lost everything. It pains like hell.



I don't know how to show my deepest gratitude and how grateful I am to have her by my side.

She's special, and she holds a special position in my heart.

She's pretty, internally and externally.

She might be flawed, but hey, no one is perfect & I love her for who she is!

I don't care what everyone else thinks. What really matters is, we know exactly the love we poured & the care we shared.

♥ Her, Jaclyn Tan.

♥ The hardship we gone through together; The happiness we shared.

It stays on my mind.



xo!


9 comments:

~noty_jimjim~ said...

cheer up gurl~ ^^
haha

Caryne a.k.a. F-I-S-H said...

LOL! Restoring myself Jim!

You're fast! I just updated within half an hour lol

SuFang (Careen) said...

Still have loves one with u, be happy~

vialentino said...

hi hi....thanks for ur visit...how r u doing? nice bloggie indeed!

Caryne a.k.a. F-I-S-H said...

/su fang/ yeap, life goes on ;)

/vialentino/ no problem! Am doing okay hehe! what about you?
thanks, my blog is boring :/

~noty_jimjim~ said...

hahaha...
i oso dunno...
;p
jz dun think too much ya...
relax n u'll feel happy...
haha~ ^^

Jayren Hann Yaw said...

Caryne , dont think too much ! Cheer up and be happy ! =)

vialentino said...

ur blog is not boring at all...like ur post and the way u express ur feeling out...cheer up.

i dun mind, just link me up.

Chusnul Khairuddin said...

Try putting yourself in others shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it might hurt ... that shoes too. :)

Nice to read your blog post. Life itself is no perfect.