Sky of Love. :)))

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

I'm weird, you know.
i found it's so hard for me myself to understand the common sense that,
IF YOU'RE HAVING 8AM CLASS THE NEXT DAY, YOU SHOULD MAKE SURE THAT YOU ALREADY LYING IN BED,TRYING TO SLEEP BEFORE 1AM!
Given the fact that all of the soap dramas can wait! Jeez


I love love LOVE Koizura a.k.a Sky Of Love.
It was a beautiful yet heart-wrenching love story between a high school student named Mika (Yui Aragaki), and the school gangster named Hiro (Haruma Miura).
It can totally move you to tears, though it is nothing more than a over-embellished love story of a kind.
However, indeed i adore the love between them that can be permanent and so true.
Their affection to each others is so simple yet deep and sincere.
The kind of love that i always desired.
Talking about one and the only one in a relationship, which is unlikely possible in modern days.
Like i always said, there's too much inveiglement, seduction and temptation to be yielded thus making love brittle and frail.

Hiro: I want to become the sky. become the sky and always look after Mika from above.

Mika: Then every time i look at the sky, I'll think of Hiro. A clear sky means, Hiro is in a good mood. A rainy day means, Hiro is crying. A sunset means Hiro is embarassed. A night sky means, Hiro is warmly hugging me. *Tears in eyes*

Hiro: I only bought you a cheap ring. To make it up to you, I'll give you all the stars in the universe.

They were having this conversation when Mika found out Hiro had cancer and she was taking care of him at hospital.
Who knows that was their last conversation. T.T

Why cant they be together? :(

In the end, this is what Mika thought.

Mika: the happy times i spent with Hiro havent become a memories. it is because, no matter when i feel you by my side. Hiro, I still love the blue sky. Hiro. I still love the blue sky. From this day and always, this love will last... FOREVER.




Speaking of which, HARUMA MIURA is oh-so-fcking-gorgeous!
How i wish i could have such boyfriend who is freaking loyal, good-looking and caring!
Aint he perfect?
You'll definitely fall for him when you see the way he treats his girlfriend. Awww~

I love HIM! :)))

p/s; GOSSIP GIRL S02E21 finally available~ Yay!

That's it then.
Until next time.

Love,
♥Caryne

It's Ladies Night! :)))

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

Did something really disreputing.

I dont wanna talk about it because i found myself rather guilty. :S
Did not sleep well for nightS though i went to bed at about 2 to 3 AM.

it's a funny thing that i was actually exceedingly worn out by struggling with FA studies.

well, that's all i need for not studying earlier! :( DUH~

anyway girls, i had great heart-to-heart talks with y'all last last night.

it's like, we're not those friends of a kind, like someone has an aversion to another one but seeming close ostensibly.

such deceitfulness disgusted me!

Like Eewww, dont you feel tired actin' all the time? I do!

in fact, we try to probe each others mind because we care. :)

HEARTS you hotties! ^^

F-I-N-A-L-L-Y outing with ma girls since like what, MONTHS ago? Weeee~

Idk why but tragics kept happening yesterday which totally not in the right time!

i mean, hellooooo, we were trying to have fun.

For god's sake can you just spare us for one day, kindly scratch out all of the dramas?

Anyway, will post up the pics soon! Be patient, pals. :)

P/S; Bff, J, complaint about my oh-so-random and oh-so-lengthy posts.

Aye, sweetheart, it's a foible of mine.

Will correct it, somehow, i prom ^^

BTW, errrrr, should i or should i not go clubbing tonight? :(

Some random pics when we went clubbing last times.

I love the faint gleam of light because i dont have to ps my pics yet they looked great! :)

Bffs on list:

Darling-V.

Baby Dino-Kae Herng.

Hunny-Chris.

Lastly, I MISS THEM! T.T

That's it then.
Until next time.


Love,
♥Caryne

Chocolate, Yummy-licious. :)

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

I watched '从世界出发' and i realized that how assiduous the acrobats are.
No matter how much they suffer from massive aches, they remain steadfast in their determination to pursue their dream.
Their dream to become renowned in the entire globe with their skilful, amazing, and impressing acrobatic feats.

Do you guys know that an acrobat has to endure many many MANY hardships?
For 10 minutes they perform on stage, that may took them months or years to come out with it.
And needless to say, it's not easy to practise all of the difficult acts or movements with the body.
Such as, arch one's back to the extend, bend the legs from behind to the head, play a big clay jar with head, balance body with one hand for hours, swing lotsa hula hoops with himself/herself hang in the midair, and stuffs.
Not to mention many of the acrobats started to practise all of these stunts when they were like, 5?
I mean, what were you doing when you were 5 years old?
Perhaps some of us still need our mama to feed us.
Like DUH~

It's very very VERY painful to extend a child's tendon.
Yet, they do not get into a huff AT ALL!
When they feel extremely-superdupertothemax-exceedingly-fcking severe pain, they just drop tears silently.
IT really really made me heart ache to see that scene.
My heart is bleeding inside.
When the host interviewed them, they answered so optimistically as if they never go through the hardships.


Besides that, their life after practising doesnt seem to be comfortable or less tense.
The house, which the students live in together, is old and crumbling of age.
Well, around 30 students share a cramped uncomfortably small bed.
i cant believe it. How can they sleep well to prepare themselves vigorously for the practising next day?
And us, who live in the city, can obtain anything we want as easy as blowing off dust.
yet we're still grumbling about everything like, ALL THE TIME?
As for them, having a bowl of rice or a slice of meat or chicken or fish for their meals are their extravagance.
All they have are one bowl of porridge, veges, and one and a half steamed bread. *just raised dough with NO FILLING*
Hell yeah, each of them cant have more than that because the food are inadequate to support all of the students.
Back to us, talk about partiality for certain foods, anti-vege, bulimia and stuffs?
I know i know, i hate sprouts though.
What, it gross! :S

Ohmygoodness. We should really reflect on our thoughts and actions. REALLY.
God has endowed us with many bounties so we should appreciate them and be thankful. :)
Be content with one's lot because contentment brings happiness.
Alright?


FYI, Amercian Idol 8 is interesting.
they invited some cool HOT singers such as, FLO RIDA, LADY GAGA and so on.
And oh, aye, J (Jac), David Archuleta is CUTEEEEE! :p

p/s; my far far far distantly related coussie is so damn irresistably adorable!
i love talkin to this sweetheart and in fact i felt like kidnapping her! =X
Wtfish. :D


That's it, then.
Until next time.

Love,
♥Caryne

You're Not Sorry.

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

Repeated Wild Child once again.
A great movie after all.
Poppy Moore is an insanely lovely 'trouble' and Freddie is just GORGEOUS.
Wtf, Poppy is unbe-bloody-lievably slim as a rake!
As to me, SLIMDOWN baby, SLIMDOWN!
For god's sake, stop craving for indulgence, TOO MUCH carbs and sugars.
I love Kiki as well. :) I think she's pretty
And like i always always ALWAYS repeat*till y'all wanna puke when you read this*,
i adore such friendship.
I know i've been talking about movies and serials WAY TOO MUCH but duh, i've done nothing except watching these everyday!
My holiday is dull, i know.
WHAT-E-VER! Like i give a shit.
As a matter of fact,I enjoy it! :D


FYI, my aunt went overseas for few weeks and my mum wants me to help my uncle.
I dont understand why my help is needed since they got maid.
You know what, babysitting my cousin gives me migraine. :(


I've been saving my skin since i'm back. :)
You wont even believe it, nor do i, i do masque once every two days,
apply every skin care STEP BY STEP, twice everyday.
And um, yeah, fingers crossed that my skin will get well.
GOD BLEEEEEEESSSSSSSS. :S
FYI, for those who KNOW me, would be so damn surprise that
THE WORLD LAZIEST GIRL a.k.a CARYNE LAW is actually *or should i say FINALLY* utterly ruthless in my determination to rescue my skin!
Hell yeah, i adhere to bff, W's consultation steadfastly.
Absolutely proud of myself.
WEeeeee~
And in any case, i dont fancy having unacceptably rough skin for good!
So, practical action is imperative before it's too late.

'Potions' that may rescue my skin.
A-da-ca-da-bra! :p
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BTW, i made something for my bffs.
Call me crazy. :p
To bff, V, i know it's hard to stay sane under such awful pressure, hope this can to reduce the tension a lil' bit. ^^
To bff, J (Justhrin), hope this can make her rofl and make her pain go away :D
To bff, J (Jac), hope she can get well soon. :p
To bff, J (Joanne), hope she can get well soon TOO. :)

And finally, to all of the lost souls that lose faith in true love.

p/s; girls, why your name all started with J~ Confusingggggg @.@



When love fades, it is faded.
When the feeling goes away, it is gone, for good.
Even if the love and the feeling do come back someday, somehow they never be the same anymore.
Even if the wound heals, the scar is still there.
Love is enduring; Love is fleeting.
If it's yours, it stays with you no matter what the obstacles are.
If it's not yours, it slips through your fingers even you clench it tight in your fist.
So just let go if it not happen to be yours. Get over. and Move ON.
Never ever force yourself to not to reminicsce the past of both of yours.
Simply because you wouldnt want to EVADE the fact forever.
Yes, let bygones be bygones. Dont runaway from it.
Anyway, when the past memories strike you, let it be.
Feel free to cry. In fact, it makes you feeling better.
Because someday you will realise that it's been ages the memories call to mind.
And even they do, you feel only numb.
For you, those memories are nothing but memories.
You know that's the time you finally get over.
And yeah, you can move on with your fabulous life and you'll notice that you never feel that great and happy before.

J, you can do it.
I did, idk whether i'm halfway or whatever, but i enjoy a life of splendour.
Little do i feel alone.
I become aware of so many precious treasures who always there all along.

That's it, then.
Until next time.

Love,
♥Caryne

Jeez, Break it off!

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

Watched GG episode 20.
I was, um, what to say,
OVERWHELMING by the ironic though not totally unexpected twist.
The scenarios were making me like whoa whoa whoa, wait a second!
Everything is unpredictable although got some hints from PINKISTHENEWBLOG that Nate and Blair might hook up again.
Likewise, Chuck and Vanessa? What incompatible?!
Aye, no, i dont want that to happen. =/
Nate is such a playboy and that's not cool AT ALL.
I know, i know he's good-looking and all but that doesnt mean he can be playboy! Urgh!
I just cant believe that Chuck and Blair are not together.
As i've said before, they're meant to be together!!!! :(
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I dont like to get into conflicts, as everyone knows.
I dont mean to cause any scene to anyone.
Believe it or not, same as Lee Ming, I'm a peace lover as well. *5, dude! :)*
If i did, just so you know, i did not do it on purpose and i apologise for that.


Besides that, i love my bffs and i know we all will stand up for each others if anything happen.
That's what friends for, comfort them and care for them when they need someone,
Give them a helping hand when they fall.


For the message you left, i think you know exactly what you mean.
We cant do anything if you keep denying.
Just so you know, we really do not talk about you OR the past, let alone we dont even care.
All we want is to help our bff to recover from the pain she suffered.
So it's kind of pissing me off when we were misunderstood by others.
Not to mention humiliating others rudely. Calling people 'RETARDED'? Seriously, dude?
Perhaps i'm childlish in your opinion, but if you can criticizing others this way, you must be very grown up then, so please act like one.
Such as, respecting others in the first place?
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My wisdom tooth is erupting and as is known to all, IT HURTS!
Not to mention the tooth is needless and still we have to bear the pain.
Grr~ =/

Holy crap! Been craving for way toooooo much carb since i'm home. :(
No - way!
I JUST cant resist yummy-licious food you see.


Am watching movies and serials for the holidays, so far.
The Women, Bride Wars, Wild Child, Lipstick Jungle, Gossip Girls, Heroes and so on.
I know some of them are somewhat demoded, those were enjoyable though!

After all, i even realized that how vital a bff plays a role in our life.
A bff is the only one that would remain loyal to you for good.
Though they would make you go wtf sometimes.
But hey, nobody is perfect, and hence people make mistakes, of course.
As for some people, for years you've known your husband or boyfriend and end up they betray your trust.
That's when you will feel like your bff is the only one who you can rely on.
THat's when you feel like they actually CARE about you,they actually LOVE you.
They would do anything to make you feel better and to build your confidence once again.
Their solicitude for you is real, i can tell.


They dont mind you ring them late at night or in the wee hours of the morning when you need someone.
in fact, they'll clear their head right away somehow, and listen to you patiently.
No complaining, at all. :') *tears in eyes*

They dont mind grimace or disguise as something that probably make them look silly, they dont even care,
because they just want to see you laughing again.
Even if both of you are having conflicts or perhaps you pissed them off,
they bear you no grudge straightaway when you need them.


A bff will stand up for you,
i know that because i would do exactly the same as i'm a bff for my bffs too. :)


Girls, watch this movie! Y'all will love it. :)
I shed tears for most of the scenes.
I can feel the love between the bffs.
And i hope my bffs would be with me for the rest of my life! :)


And oh, watched So You Think You Can Dance
and I JUST LOVE HIPHOP!
It's cool and yet sexy!
Wondering how great if i get the chance to learn the dance. *sigh*
Eeeeee~ LOVEITLOVEITLOVEIT :p


BTW, discovered something beyoooooond belief on 8tv late night talk show.
A man lives in Texas, who is called The Lizardman.
when i saw his pics and videos, i was like SERIOUSLY?!
I like body arts you see, tattoos and piercings.
I always wanted a shoulder tattoo/handwrist's tattoo or nose piercing
and of course i'm not gonna get one.
Are you kidding me? My mum would've killed me :S
But this guy did much ridiculous stuffs.
Okay, READ the descriptions below at your own risk.
Better dont puke
He actually tattooed his WHOLE BODY with green scales (just like a lizard)
*Okay, that's STILL acceptable right?*
Then i dont know how he did that but he doesnt have any eyebrows instead of something like several small tumours on both his eyebrow positions.
*Ewww, gettin' a lil' bit goosebumps*
And.... HE CUT HIS TONGUE INTO TWO! LIKE A SNAKE's!
IT'S SNAKE TONGUE! SNAKE TONGUE YOU GET IT?!
A MAN WITH A SNAKE TONGUE!
WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTHEFUCK!
*i wanna faint right away when i see him rolling his tongueS*
And and... he got this 'ABILITY' of stuffing anything (scissors, fork, iron wire or whatever it is) into his NOSE!

...Enough said.
No comment but you gotta see the videos all by yourself.
Just surf into www.youtube.com and search for The Lizardman.
Have um, 'fun' watching the video? Jeez :S
FYI, unbelievably *no offence* he's married and he owned a PHD in arts.
So, who the hell knows that anything is possible? :p

That's it, then.
Until next time.

Love,
♥Caryne.

The Good Old Days. :)))

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

Finally, back at home sweet home.

IT was kinda disappointing that we could not make it to RedBox on last friday.
But um, whatever, there are lotsa chances after holiday. :)
My babies, promise me that we will find some times to hang out together.
You know, shopping theraphy, cam-whoring, enjoying girly movies, starbucks, sipping hot mocha latte and gossiping, heart-to-heart talks and most important LOL like.. WHO CARES? :p
This is not a request, i'll drag y'all out if the promise is broken. ROAR
I'm looking forward to the outing~ WEeeeeee :D


Ohmyeffinggod! I've been missing my mum's FINGER-LICKING GOOD cooking like hell!
You'll understand why if you stay in my hostel for the whole damn three weeks!
Oh yeah, threeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee bloody weeks!


I dont cook, literally saying, i CANT cook and hence delivery is the only food source that kept me alive.
Chinese delivery inflated RIDICULOUSLY and the quantity reduced SIGNIFICANTLY.
This seriously makes me go WTF.
Malay delivery, in the other hand, taste quite delicious but when you gotta have malay food for three weeks in a row, that makes it a different matter.

SO.. yeah, pretty much sum up to the reason why-i-miss-my-mum-cooking so much.


Well guys, my mum cancelled Astro due to the reason that we stick our face in front of the TV for like almost 24 hours per day.
Therefore, we have only NTV7 and 8TV.
Sounds pathetic huh? :p
But i found there are quite many interesting shows, in fact my fave shows,
such as Desperate Housewives, Lost, Ugly Betty, American Next Top Model, American Idol and so on.
and i am actually LOVIN' it! :)
CELEBRITY APPRENTICE is pretty interesting.
WEeeeee~


Went for grocery-shopping with my two baby sis. :)
And i bought some products from bff, W (Winnie).
Daddy started to nag at me already. Economy recession, his shop ain't run so well blah blah blah...
)*$#@!*&(-+ and blah blah blah...
AYE-AYE, SIR! Whatever you wish for.
No more squandering money, spend with restraint, i promise.
I cant bear naggings, i just CANT.
My adrenalin will increase, eventually i notice i'm totally out of control, and end up bursting into arguments with daddy.
I assure of that.
What's for? So better just keep my mouth shut instead of contradicting his principles.


Bff, V, told me that she miss the good old days we had in HSC so damn much.
Babe, i dont know how if i dont have you as well. And, for the record, You mean so much to me.
BTW, CK said what he's missing the most is driving his three babies in his Kembara.
Oh, CK, i'm about the same! :')
Reminiscing about the past and realizing that those days were gone, already makes me feeling rather bad.
V said she damn miss the time we went to dinner together every night, chortled gleefully even for no reason.
Silly, i know.
Those days we watched '1 LITRE TEARS' together and I cry until cant breath. *No exaggerating, pals*

V: Why do we have to miss the past? Why cant everything remain the same forever? I remember we went beach to play during midnight. Damn fun man. Everything just gone and never come back. How i wish HSC is forever, even i have to get scolded by Leela everyday.. Haiz.. Miss nia~ Remember we all hold hands and wait for the wave, and promise not to run away, but then those ah chun they all run away, lastly our pants got wet totally... Damn siao. Now you can never get anyone who will do this kind of things with me. Uni damn lame. Haiz, i even miss Leela scolding me... Miss the anxiety i had in class.

Speaking of which, we even tricked Ezin to naked!
After that, ahchun they all throw him into the sea and in the meantime we grabbed his clothes and ran as fast as we could to the parking lot!
Leaving the poor guy chasing us from the back xD


Wtf wtf wtf! How come the joy and fun in the past faded away?
What about the moments of 'just cut the cord and go nuts!' ?
I really wonder you know, will we lost this forever?
Do we have to live with this torturing, brooding life forever?
I dare not to think about that because cant you see, that ll be sucks to the core!
But i do know they're my lifetime bffs and with them in my deep heart's core, i can weather the storm and yet not alone.
Toasts to our friendships that endure all things and never fails. P/S; Thanks J (Jac), for you as my lifetime bff as well. :) ILOVEYOUALL! HEARTSYOUALL!


And to bff, Justhrin, you know you always have us by your side. WE LOVE YOU! :) Tsk tsk.
You deserve better. Love yourself and fight for yourself, will ya?


That's it, then.
Until next time.

Love,
Caryne.

*UPDATED*THE TRUTH PREVAILED, EVENTUALLY. :)

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

Hedious pic. I know.

Woke up last morning.
Looked into the cell phone and WHATTHEHELL, I'M LATE!
8 AM class and i woke up at 7.51 AM!
Seriously, Caryne?!


That's not the focal point.
It's when I felt like my eyes were swollen, i thought nothing serious at first, perhaps just some mild pinkeye.
That was when i looked into the mirror and OMFG, my right eyeball is swollen!
You get it, i thought it was my eyelid, but it's my EYEBALL!
It's like, freaking scary.
I was SOOOOOOOOOOOO afraid that i'm going to blind.
At that moment, i so regretted wearing lens yesterday.
It must be infections due to my lens! :(


Thanks June for fetching me to clinic.
And thanks Jac for accompanying me.
I felt my heart beat incredibly violently when i was waiting for the doc.
Was keeping my fingers crossed that i do not need any surgery.
Bff, Jac was giggling at me and was like, CHILL OKAY? Of course there's no such need. LMAO
Once i stepped into the doc's room,
she said i was heightening tension, SO OBVIOUSLY, because i kept murmuring about my infections.
OHMYGOD, what an embarassment!
And the doc was like, okay okay, later doc check ya~ O_O
Well, i did not even realize what a gaffe i'd made not until J told me so. LMAO


And we went to visit Dell afterwards.
WEeeee~
It was a lesser fun and much boring.
Anyway, hanging out with bffs would makes a difference, isnt it?
Had alot of secret talks with J.
That's the reason why i glad that i went.
Discovered something beyond belief and sure enough i understood the whole situation at present.
Wondering how dumb was I?
Apologize to my dearest bff, J.
I never wanted to neglect you before this, i swear.

Bff, J's stuffs and mine.
Dear said it has been years since she took a bus ride. XD

Inside this were dear's fave songs. :)
Since we have same taste, then consider mine also lah~ LOL.

My hands and bff, J's hand. :)

And a round of applause to me!
Why?
Here's the story goes.
Miss CARYNE, that's me, actually got a FREE PASS to skip Law class this morning. :)
And guess what?
-READ THE SENTENCE BELOW CAREFULLY, WORD BY WORD-
Yeap, I-DID-NOT-SKIP-CLASS (which is so not my style) and SURPRISINGLY woke up at 8.15 in the morning and walked to college with J and attended class.
Another SURPISINGLY, I paid attention on class!
Hmm, way to go, girl! WEEeeeee~ ^^
Someone has influenced me. YOU-KNOW-WHO-YOU-ARE!
The one who always be beside me. :)


P/S; Hostel wireless is getting worse, and it drove me crazy.

To HIM/HER: Seriously? That's it? That's all what you can do? All the mischief-makings and artifices?
Manipulating others to reach your purpose?
Talk about being bitchy.
I dont need to hear all the ridiculous whys and wherefores of this. Not anymore.


That's it then.
Until next time.

Love,
♥Caryne. :)

Last but not least, a pic of mine.
Dare not to wear lens currently. :S

I know i looked nerd, but, whatever. :p