Christmas Countdown. :)

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

Spent my christmas eve with friends.
I'm superb happy.


Fan fetch me to Gurney.
Thanks him that i could finally meet up my friends! Yay~
It's been ages that i ride on motorcycle -.-
And i was shivering like hell due to the strong wind :S


Met Jin Sheng, JJ, Wenhui, Vivian and Wenli.
Damn, i miss them darn much and i feel like hugging them tight once i meet them.

We actually did nothing but standing by the roadside and observing some humdrum people doing some crazy actions.
Then i was like O_O when i saw some samsengs jump on the passing Vios!
What a bunch of obtuse, bothersome and stupid fellows ay! Wtfish.
JJ said that was VANDALISM instead of CELEBRATION.
They gone crazy and brainless somehow.


After that, we had heart-to-heart talk with each others.
However, i hate myself for being such an idiot.
Since we brokeup, i've been phobia of cinema.
Speaking of which, i hurted one of my best friends because i misunderstood her.
I hate him and I hate myself for being so irrational towards her because the nonsense past memories.
I doubted whether we would be as close as before after what happened but i can only blame myself for this.
Perhaps things would no longer be the same in the future.
There's a gap between us somehow.

Oh god, i'm sucha jerk.
Sincere apology from me again.
I'm so so sorry. (you know who are you.)

p/s: JJ! Where the others pics!!
I dont have pics with JJ and Jin Sheng. Wtfish. -.-

Tagged by Goh Wan Hoe. Roar. =/

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I lazy buat tag.
Since Wan Hoe is forcing me,
I have to do. XD

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Obviously Goh Wan Hoe.

2. Your relationship with her/him is?
Friends, not really close as we didnt spend much time together before.
Actually i think we're closer now compare to the time in HSC.
Wei Wan Hoe, agree or not? XD

3. Your five impression of her/him?
Gay (the first and foremost), Hiao, Friendly (he can make friends easily), Love freedom, Voluble.

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
Sad to say, nothing. -.-

5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
I'd totally forget someone if I really dont like his/her attitude. (He's really the one who i should learn from now!)

拿得起，放得下. Yeah, babe!

6. If she/he become your lover you will?
Lame question. I'm not his type and he's not my type lah~

7. If she/he become your lover, thing she/he has to improve on will be?
Ummm, I think he would be a very good lover for those who dont really like to be bounded.

8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
Punch him in the face? Since he quite like his face~ XD
But of course i dont want him to be my enemy :S

9. If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be?
Gossiping about him and broke his image? I dont know :p

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
Oh, i want to know him more and hopefully we can be good friends in the future~ ^^

11. Your overall impression of her/him is?
Gay with Chris Chiam Ker Yi. Eewww~
Sometimes i really wonder whether he's gay or not~ LMAO!

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
I dont really know. I wish to know though.
However, I wish my closer friends would think i'm good friend and like to hang out with me, share sadness/happiness/secrets with me~ ^^

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Easygoing, i guess?

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
Always fling money! And can i add one more character that i hate? LAZYYYYYYYY! T.T

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Independent, intellectual, sophisticated, versed in the art of dealing with people, socialize, and can be pizazz in love stuffs.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them
Thanks for always be there for me when i need someone.
Thanks for helping me to stand up whenever i fall or hurted.
Thanks for giving me advises that make me grown up. I'll keep those in my heart.
I dont know what would happen to me if i lose y'all.
Because friends really mean alot to me especially my inner circle friends.

17. Tag 10 other people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. The one who tagged me, Goh Wan Hoe.
2. Vivian Chin.
3. Jac, Tan Ying Ying.
4. Joan.
5. Joe Anne.
6. Chris Chiam Ker yi.
7. Samuel Di~
8. Cheryl Fong.
9. Monkey Lean Lee Ming.
10. T-yee~

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
He's single. But sort of attached to Goh Wan Hoe. :p

19. Is no.9 is a male or female?
Male. -.-

20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Huhhhh.. Of course not, my di is just 16 man!

21. What is no.2 studying about?
Pharmacist. My clever darling~ Tsk tsk!

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Yesterday. -.-

23. What kind of music does no. 8 like?
Yerr.. Super duper oldies. (Same answer with Wan Hoe. LOL.)

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
I think he got sisters?

25. Will you woo no.3?
She's unavailable and i'll consider to woo her if i'm turning into lesbian. LMAO!

26. How about number 7?
Ma brother again -.-

27. Is no. 4 single?
Nope, she got a very good boyfriend for years already. ^^
And they're quite stable.

28. What is the surname of no.5?
ONG~ ^^

29. What’s the hobby of no.10?
Travelling, i guess?

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
They dont really close with each others. But i think yeah.

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
IMU! The geli U~ :S always makes my darling cry~

32. Talk something casually about no.1?
A very talkative friend when you get along with him. Overall, a good friend.

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
Yes! I like him, he's a super duper good friend! ^^

34. Where does no.9 live at?
Butterworth! :)

35. What colour does no.4 like?
Any color that'll look good in the pic! XD

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
I think they will be if they get to know each others! ^^

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
O_O no. The cutest will be.

38. What is no.6 doing now?
Fooling around with friends? He never get quiet even for a minute. -.-

Go go baby! :)

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

It's supposed to be a perfect day.
I had alot of fun and chattings with colleagues.
Went shopping for few minutes with Verlyn.
Everything seems to be flawless.


It was not until i saw his friendster.
The pics of him and his girlfriend, doing all sweetly.
I cried out for anguish at last.
Bff, V, was trying to make me stronger.
Xing Yong called me for hours, just to comfort me.
He brings out the facts and reasons.
I'm better off.


The one that i really care of, hurted me so damn much.
The one that i hurted HIM and HIM so damn much before, still be my side no matter what.
I want to specially thanks them for always be by my side though they dont have to do so. ^^

Messy Messy. @.@

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I've had a wearing day.
Carmen and I were hustling to finish inspection of stocks.
It's so tiring that I think i would have nightmares about the S,M,L,XL sizes and amounts attacking me! O_O *gulped and quaking with fear*
You know what, we were like going nuts that we kept making jokes and laughing like nobody business. -.-

STOCKS! ARGHHHHH!

Not even a little space to get into store room~ T.T

Carmen's little space. ^^

My little space.
Notice how i put my pen in order to prevent it from slipping everywhere.
I thought it was a brilliant idea until....

I found out my arm turned into this mess. O_O
Carmen said i'm like a KID!
Helloooo, i'm 19 already and you're just 18 okay!
Call me jiejie! LOL!

Fishy's little space. :p

Bff, J, was back.

I miss her like alot. T.T

p/s; will post up the pics that we cam-whored in shop asap! :)

Specially dedicated to JOAN! :)

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Since SOMEONE complaint that i didnt write that i saw her.
Now I'm doing her this favour. XD

I saw Joan in QB and i even hang out with her few days ago!


Someone who can make me ROFL.
Super lenglui, JOAN!

So sad cus try 1 cloth only.

Happy! Finally can try 3 clothes already! XD

p/s; Satisfy already, lenglui? LOL! Miss ya~

I hate this part. :(

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It's 1.30 AM right now.
I'm having serious headache.
Bff, Jac was back to hometown and i left my cellphone in the shop.


There's nothing for me to do.
So wtheck i screwed up my courage and went to read my you-know-which blog.
I read page by page and surprisingly i do not cry but only eye-weepy.


Perhaps i already accept the fact.
Recall what Wan Hoe told me few days ago.
Well, what he said does make sense.
Now i only thought of him with a rueful smile. *chuckling*


Yes, Bff, V, is totally right for what she quoted.
' Love, is something that lack of evidence '.
I guess my courage and persistance towards love are oozing away.
Currently enjoying life spent with bffs and family.
As to love, thanks but no thanks. :p


According to what Wan Hoe said, we are too young to be bounded.
It is time to go out into the pantoscopic world. Weeee~ ^^


V, do you want to watch Twilight with me?
Anyone? -.-

I Hate This Part - PCD

We’re driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio’s all that we can hear
Now we ain’t talk since we left, it’s so over due
It’s cold outside but between us its worse in here

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can’t take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don’t wanna try now
All that’s left is good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can’t take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday, 7 takes of the same old scene
Seems we’re bound by the loss of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now before we go to sleep
But will you sleep once I tell you with hurting me

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can’t take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don’t wanna try now
All that’s left is good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can’t take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you’ll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing’s wrong
But there is no more time for lies
‘Cause I see sunset in your eyes

I can’t take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don’t wanna try now
All that’s left is good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you

That I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
And I just can’t take these tears
I hate this part right here.

p/s; oh god, i'm like super duper LOVE PCD!

Hush Hush. :)

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God! I met so many people these few days, especially Goh Wan Hoe!
I was like havent seen him for a decad.
We were like chatting about everything! And I get to know that he's going back Tasmania on feb!
Yippie~ Can hang out some other times already~ ^^


And oh oh oh, i saw Yun Huat!
OMG, I miss him so damn much that i want to hug him tight! =X
For those who know him, yeah, you're right, he's still so SKINNY!
Oh my effing god!
Hopefully we can hang out. (I want offdays T.T)


Saw Ezin last two days.
Saw Wen Xiang.
Saw Joe Anne.
Saw Kok Pin.
Saw many many people~ O_O


TT Player Playing:
Hush Hush- PCD
I Hate This Part - PCD
You Got Me - One Block Radius

Hush Hush - PCD

I never needed you to be strong,
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs,
I never needed pain,
I never needed strain,
My love for you was strong enough you should have known,
I never needed you for judgements,
I never needed you to question what I spend,
I never asked for help,
I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations,
There isn't anything for you to say,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So look at me, and listen to me..

(Because)
I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

I never needed your corrections,
On everything, from how I act, to what I say,
I never needed words,
I never needed hurts,
I never needed you to be there every day,
I'm sorry for the way I let go,
Or everything I won't need when you came along,
But I am never beaten, broken, not defeated,
I know that next to you is not where I belong,

And it's a little late for explanations,
There isn't anything that you can do,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So you will listen when I say..

I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

No more words, no more lies, no more cryin',
Hmm Hmmmm
No more pain, no more hurt, no more tryin',
Ohh Ohh
Yeahhhhh!

(Because)
I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

Yeahhhh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby..

Somedays I'm a SuperGirl. :)

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

Finally met Joan on Friday.
Actually i'm not going in the first place but bff, Jac commanded me that I MUST GO! :S
And so, i stayed.


She's as pretty as we can see in all of her pics!
Plus after spent a day with her, i realized that she's actually very friendly and funny. ^^


Well, we definitely did some shopping therapy as we spent quite alot.
Okay, you see, your saving plan is definitely going to fail if you go out with both of these shopping queens. XD
And oh, i regretted that i didnt take much pics with bff, Jac and new bff, Joan.
Sigh~


Btw, i wanna slim down!
Ah crap! I aint going to stay fat forever! :( *keeping my fingers crossed*

I was like oh my effing god when i saw this tee.
But guess how much it cost?
RM159.90!
Wtfish! T.T

It was a great day!
Girls, i had alot of fun! ^^

p/s; Joan, hope to go out with you some other days. ^^



And it's so good to be at home for three days! Gee~
I miss my family so damn much!

Watching movie with sis.

Oh, i love my sweety cousin!

Love it when these cuties are around.
*Though it's noisy sometimes. :p *

Specially dedicated this pic to my dearest bff, Vivian!
V, do you like it? XD

So long, ciaoz! ^^

Make my way into the world I knew. :)

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I found out very funny things when i working with this Vincent.
First of all, I'm so careless that i always left my cellphone on our desk and he always help me to put it inside of our counter. -.-

Secondly, he's so damn lucky that for two days he's here, our sales are around RM600-700!
Oh my effing god. Carmen and I would be stressed out tomorrow! :S
Wtfish!
She came by today and said she's in total bad mood. LOL.

Btw, bff, Ying and I have the willpower enough to survey all over QB for the price of the contact lenses. XD
Okay, in a conclusion, dont purchase anything in Focus P****. (you know which is the shop, cant tell clearly, afraid will get sued :S)

I'm too boring that I crouched down among the stocks. XD
*Notice stocks beside and behind me*

Back In Action! ^^

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Well, there's something to share today.
Went to work happily this morning.
And then i told bff, Ying, that Vivian saw a guy who looks extremely the model of Nate Archibald!
Then we two were like, ARRGGHHHH! OMG OMG OMG!
While turning into the parking lot, BANG! Something hit ying's car at behind.
Then both of us SHOUT OUT LOUD again.
Oh yes, we met an accident!
Wtfish! *copyright from cheryl. XD*
For more information, refer to Bff, Ying's blog.

Got a new colleague today. Vincent.
A super duper narcissism guy, who is interested in using eyelash tweezers and so on.
Worst still, he read MALE magazine!
Oh my effing god.
I thought only GIRLS who read magazine. -.-


Yippie! Got my very first salary. Gee~
Even though it's not much. -.-

After deduct all the expenses, not enough for me to shop T.T cus must save some..

Went Kim Gary with Seik Yee. She's so cute and look at the way she uses chopsticks. -.-
Believe it or not? Believe it! :)

And there's a kids competition outside of our shops few days ago.
They were so cool!

He is amazing! He can draw and color very well.
And what the hell he was not be placed each way?!

I love him the most! Apparently cus he's cute! ^^

EVERLAST! ^^

Step by step, i'm leaving sadness.

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

To Bruce.

Hope you understand, i never treat you like a bad person.
You see, i totally understand there is no one who totally right or wrong in a relationship.
I do wonder why you can leave me alone like this, but i DID NOT think that you are a BAD person.
No matter you believe it or not.
Everything happened between us is just problem within us.

Everything is over and all i need is time to heal.
You see, it's not that i dont want to be your friend, just it's too hard for me to accept this.
Maybe i just need time.
I will recover soon.



♥ Speaking of morning today, I didnt know Kean Lit, Huan Yew, Jia Pei and Ji Li were on noon shift.
So i wait for them to fetch me in the morning.
And i called them at 10 am after i found out something wrong because they usually pick me up on 9.30 am.
Huan Yew answered call with a sleepy voice.
I was like damn, i'm so sorry for waking him up! :S
However, Jia Pei and Huan Yew purposely came hostel and fetch me to work!
So paiseh that i always bother them. T.T
I should be the one who apologise, but Kean Lit sms-ed me and apologise pula! -.-
He said he's sorry because forgot to fetch me. *Touched!

♥ Had lunch in shop for two days but had dinner with Seik Yee for 2 days! ^^
We were like rushing to finish the dinner and go shopping. :p
And i went Kim Gary today loh! *Giggles.

Luckily bff, Y is coming back tomorrow. Yippie! ^^



♥ And oh my effing god, i saw Linda Chung yesterday!
Darn, she is charming!
How could someone be so perfect?
Thanks Xiu Ying for pulling me all the way we squeezing ourselves into the huge crowd. XD


p/s; i love all my colleagues except some -.-

La Lingerie

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Finished the La Lingerie.
I reminded of him, again.

I knew he didnt miss me anymore.
I knew he already let go of everything happened between us.
In fact, maybe he started a brand new relationship with his ex-girlfriend.
But i dont know why i still sort of heart pain whenever memories come into my mind.



Went QB, 3rd floor, that day.
The GSC still remained the same.
I was like not dare to step near it.
I saw lotsa couples walked into the cinema hands in hands.
We used to be like this, arent we?
But that's not going to happen anymore.

The Kim Gary you used to love is opened in QB.
But we'll never go there together when you're back.



Anyway, i dont want to torture myself anymore.
I'm single and unattached. But i'm not going to be attached anymore.
Love is sweet and wonderful; it hurts, alot.
And i'm tired.
I will be independent, and live on my own.

Nobody worth your tears because the one who really love you wont make you cry.
I promised myself, this month would be the last month i cry for you and everything happened between us.



After this, everything will be okay.
As mentioned in the La Lingerie:
有时候，要打开内衣的扣子，我们需要男人的一双手。
可是，要打开内心的扣子，那就得靠自己。



Love yourself, your family and your friends who really do love and care about you.
That's the most important thing.


p/s: will do post up great shopping theraphy with mummy, sisters and not the least, bff, V.

Gonna turn this thing around.

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Apologise specially dedicated to Woei Jiunn.
I'm so sorry for today.


I know you are really a good friend.
It's not your fault that i did not have faith in guys.
In fact, i afraid that i've hurt you.


I need time to really get over these.
I dont deserve you treat me so nice.



In the other hand, Eugene quit Converse already.
Okay, he supposed to be leaving two days ago.
But i guess he did grudge a thing here in Queensbay XD
He haunted us for 2 days -.- cus we saw him today again.
Keep byebye to everyone for 2 days already but never leave.
He just made us ROFL.
Anyway, all the best, pal! ^^



Met Wenli and Wenhui twins yesterday.
I miss them so much! >.<
Wenli blamed me for not telling her about you-know-what thing.



Met Khai Sian today when i was sms-ing in front of the shop =X
He called me from far then i was shocked!
It's been ages that i've seen him! Omg.
He's still remain the same, still so handsome. Hehe.


I'm getting better, i guess ^^