Happy belated birthday, birthday girl. :)))))

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

Have you ever felt like,
anything you had done come to nothing but fizzle out?

It's funny when i felt like i'm just about the happiest girl in the world,
you know, family beyond great, so-called sadly-beautiful love, and unbreakable friendships.
As time goes by, when you look back, everything is different!
Sometimes it gets better, otherwise it's disastrous.


Mine is the latter.
What even worse, i dont know what to do in order to make things turn right.
Goddamnit. i seriously need someone to guide me.
Well, one of my friends said you have to understand why this is happening and at the same time, try to accept the fact.
Though it's cruel sometimes.
Perhaps she/he's right.

Btw, yesterday was my birthday.
Thanks to those who celebrate my birthday with me.
And especially those who wished me.
V back from KL and she gave me a surprise by fetching me for a movie.
And she asked LeeMing along.
What a surprise!
I thought it supposed to be an old-friends gathering+celebration.
Too bad everyone has their business to attend to.
Wenli was sick.
LiHerng was grounded.
KhangWei was in Aimst and so on.

Dinner at Black-Canyon

Am going to celebrate today as well.

but likewise, everyone's not free.

Hopefully can make it tomorrow. :(
*Keeps my fingers crossed*


I got craving for so many snacks when i got back home.
I know i shouldnt really.
SLIMMMMMM DOOOOOOOWN! Grr~

Memang profiteer.

Look at how big the box is.
While it actually contains just a thin slide of i-dont-know-what-is-that-called.
Wtf. -.-
But this makes me and mummy ROFL. xD

I freaking love this chocolate. :) *slurping*

p/s; guess what, i went buddha hall with family on my birthday! It was a great experience after all. :)))

Sis.

Omfg, is that... DADDY??!! Lol, believe it or not?
Believe it. Geez~

That's it, then.
Until next time.

This Is The Last Straw.

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

My heart is really really fcking bleeding.
Enough said.


Get to know some new friends.
Daia, YiXin, and so on.
In case the hotties i mentioned are reading my blog, so hellooo ladies! You guys are awesome! Geez~ :)
Was very happy last night, not until this morning.
Well, that doesnt matter anymore.


Okay now i'm posting up some pics i took in KL.
Oh, the KL trip, it was long time ago, during my holiday -.-
Lol, alright alright, i so damn KNOW i'm extremely-exceedingly-absolutely a procrastinator!
So, dont remind me again xD
In a nutshell, here we go, let's the pics do the talks babe~

p/s; went cousin's hostel and cousin's house for the first few days. After that, went IMU,

which is bff, V's U and hostel. I LOVE to take LRT with her! :)

Cousin's hostel room.




Cousin's hostel living room.

Creative huh~ a nice corner for reading magazines.
And a nice 'desk' for the pc. Geez~

A very nice place to have dinner. Beautiful yet relaxing.
It's just beside the seashore.
Technically saying this 'restaurant' is on the beach.
You can take a stroll by the seashore if you like it.
Thumbs up for the food!

PS-ing with cousins! It was really fun.
I so wanted to play PS once i got home. Yippie~

The Curve's parking lots.
That is cool. Aww, so considerate~ :)

Chris's the Nice Man~
Oh yes, cook for me. Geez~ :)

Yummy-licious~
Looks attempting, isnt it?

Kim Gary in Mid Valley.
So crowded and the spaces are so narrow!


Ho Chiak recommended this restaurant.
Calorie.

V's lunch.

My lunch.

Kai Xin's lunch.

Thumbs up for the food as well! :)

That's it, then.
Until next time. :)

Tuning into: If I Aint Got You-Alicia Keys

Clueless. :(

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

Will post up outing with Junie real soon.

I'm sick of my hair.
I think it's terribly unruly and messy!
Omfg, anyone could help me get rid of this kinda hair?
For godness sakes, i just cant find any hair stylist that really understand what kind of hair that i really want!
Like duh, everytime i show them the pics, they always come out with the totally different hairstyle from the one i showed them.
I wonder why.


Oh, music makes me goes gaga. :)
Some of the lyrics clearly and fully expressed my thoughts and feelings, in fact leaving nothing implied.

丁当-猜不透

猜不透你最近时好时坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的心上了锁
猜不透相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的是热的
如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷胡热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

猜不透相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的是热的
如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追求
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

Shoo you, Hollowness. :(

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪


Things were not the same since I back here.
All sorts of questions are playing on my mind.
Whether i ruined everything and stuffs.
I seriously do not know.
And i cant stop figuring out why.
The laughs and the talks we used to have are no longer present.
There has been a vacuum in my hostel life.
My room looks deserted most of the time.
I feel like everyone's putting a mask on so as to defense oneself.
My world is strangely unreal right now.


I do understand why.
Peoples nowadays have the audacity to betray even their dearest one in order to get what they want.
The lurking suspicion, the scheming, the low cunning, the backstabbings, tricks and stuffs are making our hearts sink.
We cant overlook human-being's hideous mind-set.


It's distressing to see my girl being emo.
I've not seen her smiles for a month of Sundays.
I hope that me or someone could cheer her up.
And i keep my fingers crossed so that the her annoying insomnia will soon ravel out.
God bless :)


Tuning into: Gym Class Heroes/The Dream - Cookie Jar

My Poker Face. :))))

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪

It's only week 2 but all the stress, assignments, tutorial are in a cumulative process.
Lecturers started to give us pressure and this is dreadfully killing!
Oh crap!
And i feel like i'm getting fatter and fatter because i seldom walk to college nowadays.
Well, you see, who need to walk since my hunny, June, keeps fetching us.
Thanks hunny :)
Love ya so much~


I dont know why we were still hanging out, like everyday, though.
Shouldnt we be sitting in front of our tiny-little-messy table and tackle the homework?
Ah, whatever, my ladies always take precedence. Gee~ :)


Outing yesterday, again, apparently.
Joanne sweety came to fetch us (me, yingying, and beiqing) at hostel then headed to Gurney.
Watched Marley & Me.
It is worth while to watch it.
Funny yet touching.
Not to mention watching the movie with bunch of wackiest hotties made it much interesting.
J was like DUH and eyes-rolling when the main characters kiss which made me ROFL! xD
She said: Why their every sentence is followed by 'eerie' -scratch that- 'tender' kisses.
She was feeling nausea but as for me, yeah, i think it's pretty much sweeeeeet~
Y was like, you know, I WANNA GO TOILET~ all the while. xD
The very first time hang-out with beiqing was fun after all!
I love her because she's very straightforward.
I do feel like she's not the scheming girl and that makes her much charming! :)


BTW, Jennifer Aniston is goddamn HOT HOT HOT!
And I declare Bei Qing is one of my ladies now~ WEeee~ :p
Sad that Cheryl didnt join us that day, though.

Girl-licious.

I love the teddy SOOOOOOOOOO DAMN much!


Lunch.

Lovely Lace.

The difference between the slim-jims and the ONLY fatty. Duh~
Gotta work out and stop craving for indulgence! T.T

Toodles.

P/S; Doreen darling finally on msn and had roughly talked about her life there.
She sms-ed me with her Aussie number and hopefully I can call her when I back in kulim.
Weeee~

Oh, my roommate.

♥` Live for My Dream.. ♪



I really miss her, my ex-roommate. *sobbing*
And i miss her even more when I'm back to OUR room again.


p/s;Just so you know, she's a very nice girl.
She's very naughty, though.


Tuning in:
Lady Gaga- Pokerface.
Ciara- Get up.
Simple Plan- Save you.