I watched Sex and The City season 5 all over again.
Charlotte's marriage spoilt, Carrie's relationship and so on were not going quite well.
In fact, Charlotte was in great pain and struggling in uncertainty.
Luckily, there are friends who always be with her and support her.
I think of myself, who is having the same situation as well.
And yes, as lucky as Charlotte is, I got bff who always support me and worry about me.
I'm moving on and I'm feeling better.
I just wanna tell they all, dont worry, I'm okay ^^
Bff, Vivian, called me and sms-ed me all the time to make sure that i'm okay.
She even want to rush to my side when i was hurted.
She totally understand how i feel as she been through the same situation as well.
It really hurts. In fact, it's killing me.
I can understand her now.
Bff, Ying Ying, who be with me all the time.
She was the one who hugged me and comforted me when i was hurted.
I cannot accept the fact once i got it.
I kept crying and crying my heart out.
I felt like somebody tears my heart apart and my heart is bleeding.
I told her i miss him, i dont know what to do.
He was so far from me and i cant even reach him and ask him why this is happening.
Out of a sudden, everything is gone in a night.
It was unacceptable.
I'm still holding to his promises, i sent him to the airport that day, and i'm waiting him to come back and watch movie together.
She cried when she listened to me, and she hugged me really tight.
I felt lost yet abit glad because of her.
Bff, Jiayi, called me from USA.
I'm touched. It's like she really want to comfort me and help me to get over this.
So she called me.
I realize that distance is not a problem.
If he/she really meant to reach you, he/she will find a way somehow.
Or else, any reasons are just reasons.
Bff, Doreen, called me from KL.
She told me, maybe this relationship did hurted me deeply but dont lose faith in love.
I cannot judge all of the guys the same way, this'd be unfair to me and to my true soul-mate.
It's true, what i have to do now is cry hard, get over, and move on.
After heart-broken, life still have to move on.
But i guess i really trust him, his faith to me, and all of his promises.
In the end, everything is like gone.
Without any pre-warning.
Thunderstorm came and swept everything away.
Thanks Samuel di, who always call me from S'pore.
He's the one who is able to cheer me up and lighten my day!
Di, you really cute lah~ ^^
I'll go S'pore someday, dont worry.
Thanks Woei Jiunn, who always want to protect me.
Being there whenever i need advises or comforts.
He's the one who always let me win and care about my feelings. ^^
Thanks HonMin, who always be realistic!
Even to me when i was hurted -.-
HOWEVER, i know he just want to wake me up and prevent me from hoping for something that is impossible.
He also will call me whenever something happened to me!
Surprisingly, i want to thanks Huan Yew as well.
He always looks blur but he comforted me when i told him all of these!
Amazing huh? XD
Anyway, thanks Huan Yew! ^^
And also to Xing Yong.
I know i treated him cruely, still he doesnt mind.
Instead, he treats me nicer and nicer.
Which makes me guilty.
I spent my time with family when i was having my holiday.
I felt warm and secure.
They're the only one who wont betray me and lie to me.
They're the only one who really care and love me.
TO ALL OF MY BFFs,
I love y'all.
I really do.
Dont worry about me anymore.
I'm getting better and I will be.
Thanks for always be there for me! ^^
Most of the people said I'm better suited to straight hair. Well, i took a risk and WASTED $$ by did a perm. Even my aunty asked me why i want to perm my hair. -.-
Anyway, nevermind loh~ It's always good to try out new hairstyle, right~ :p I'm sick of my natural hair, so you know.
Just so you know, i'm going back home today! Yippie! Though just for one day. -.- Oh my effing god! Working is making me homesick! I want to get salary. *sniff sniff*
Ohya, was rather satisfying with the sales yesterday. Me, myself earned about RM 478! *applause applause* ^^
Finally get my hair perm. My very first time! XD would post up pics later. Bff, J, introduced me to Extension! Thanks darling!
Honey called me yesterday. I'm goddamn delighted.
Speaking of which, met bff, V, again. In fact, she accompany me to my hair perm. I was so glad she was there. Or else, i'd be killed by boredom!
And oh, dear, thanks so much for tupperware. Actually, you treat me nicer than i did. Tsk tsk. JYJY in your studies and finish all the chapters in time! Love ya.
1.) Could u actually accept sex before marriage? if let u choose, u rather have sex before marriage or non sex marriage(no sex after marriage)? Nope. I could not accept sex before marriage. And it's impossible having non-sex marriage, i suppose.
2.) situation: your father(let say,dun beat me.)has got a serious disease and need 1million dollar. you can have a large amount of money(1million) if u break up with the man/woman that u love vy much. I would breakup with the my man, if he really do love me, he would understand. My daddy is much important, btw.
3.)would u like to receive a diamond ring(from a rich boy/galfriend) or a gold ring but your boy/galfriend use his whole month salary to buy it for your birthday present?why? Gold ring. Though i hate gold. But it's the heart that count.
4.)dinner: would u like to eat dinner cooked by your boy/galfriend or go to a highclass restaurant?why? Dinner cooked by my loverboy. I think that'd be goddamn romantic!
5.)assume you go for a plastic surgery, n after the surgery u found ur face is exactly same like the ppl that u hate the most(EG.leela, she also go for the same plastic surgeon),
wat would u do+why?: b.)change ur hairstyle or makeup or fashion style to make u better than him/her Since i hate her so much, must be better than her lah! lol.
6.)u prefer hugs or kisses?why?(from facebook) Hugs. Cus i dont like kisses. I just love hugging! It feels nice what.
7.)who is your msn favourite chatter? I dont know. O_O
8.)if u /ur girlfriend pregnant, and u /ur gf is/are goin off to oversea to further your study, will you stay or ask her to go for a abortion? I would pursue my study no matter what. Maybe abortion if necessary. The baby wont wont grow up.
9.)if you are able to go back to past time, when u wana go? The time where daddy and mummy married.
10.)if u can be any character of any series drama(eg. hk, america, taiwan), who u wana be?why? I want to be Serena Van der Woodson, cuz i'm fugly and i wished so badly to outshine myself yet friendly.
Chris! Thanks me for supporting your lame questions ah~
Final ended. And no, i dont feel excited at all. In fact, not even close.
I am so fcking upset with myself! I dont know I'm such an idiot. And now, i declare myself idiot.
I dont know why i keep doing some unforgivable stupid mistakes in tests! It's effing irritating! Yeah, I'm a total loser! Sometimes, i felt like i dont have the qualifications to study at all. What the hell?!
Having full-time job for the whole holiday, with J. :) Currently working in Everlast at QB. Get to know couple of friends there. And the daily jobs are boring!
Come and have a look sometimes! :)
There's many stuffs i wanna talk about. Basketball match which was so outdated, hung-out with bffs and so on.
Inti basketball team won the intercollege basketball games. Go Inti! I have to say, the games was excited and HOT! And i have no idea our inti students would be so supportive. They were like cheering for our school team all the way! And i absolutely enjoy being crazy with them!
I love messy hair. I love music. I love dancing with my girls. I love laughing out loud. I love cuddling. I love hugging. I heart my family. I heart my fab ladies.
Imma imperfection indeed, and I'm lovin' it. Oh well, I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my own life.
That's me, Caryne Law.
If you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun. - Katharine Hepburn.
