Hidup Rakyat ; Hidup Malaysia !

♥Love & To Be Loved

I admit, I am never a fan of politic. I know I should've pay more attention to our country politics and every ongoing issues, but I always regard such matters with apparent unconcern. I rely on my parents for most up-to-date news information, which I have guilty conscience of. To top that up, I stood abashed, feeling utterly embarrassed when one of my close China friend, who stayed here for almost 6-7 years, getting so mad discussing our current election issue with me.

To be frank, I have complete unclear picture of what I was doing back in 5 years back during election. I'm ashamed for my former action and attitude. Speaking of which, I'm truly touched by knowing how united our citizens could be judging from the massive crowds in  every ongoing #505 events. For every single person who made it in any of the event, you guys deserved our most honorable respect! I've heard how these fighters parked miles away at highway, and walked on feet to the Kelana Jaya Stadium; I've heard how these fighters crammed in a tiny little field in Esplanade @ Penang, and the estimated amount of participants reached up to 100k! I'm literally speechless & impressed with their conducts.

I believe its not only me, how many of us felt so upset and dissatisfied to eye on such dirty election? By resorting to low cunning when the government couldn't get what they want openly and honestly, it marks a downhill towards Malaysia's democracy & civilization.

To demand a decent and reputable way to claim the country, we were labelled as oppositions or even forced to bear all those racist and bias articles on the press and medias.

In a word, Malaysians are discerning. The citizen's eyes will not be deceived in the method of election being carried. You may won the election in the most disreputable way ; but you've lost the heart of citizens and are, beyond doubt, being infamous for your guilt of plenty of infamies!

Thank you Malaysians, to fight for a better future and our deserved rights.

Caryne xx

Allow the sorrow to be gone, & let the happiness in.

♥Love & To Be Loved

Right after hanging up that call, and I cried for lesser than 5 mins. And then I sit back and thought to myself, is this still not enough? 3 years of on and offs, were these still not enough? Knowing where this will end, what are we insisting on?

So, I've decided. Enough is enough. I might be just saying, but lemme prove to myself and to those who care. Though this is never easy, but I got through this before. It wasn't that hard after all. :)

Do you realized how many chances you gave up?

Do you realized how long this has been dragging on?

Do you realized whether your sacrifice is appreciated and paid off?

Yes, often I've got that a lot from my dearest ones. I always wanted to move on, I never asked for this back after that once and only time. But somehow I've allowed his begging and requests of getting back together to fool with me, partially because of the feeling is still there.

And so, I blamed myself for that. No one else but myself. If only I could be cruel enough, to be persistent enough, it should be settled long time ago. And by right, I should be able to let someone who truly loves me sharing every bits of my life with me by now already. In this case, I don't have to be jelly of other couples being so lovey dovey by seeing their pictures anymore. 

Well, by which, that day will be coming soon I believe! But right now, I've my goals for my future and all. Time to fulfill them one by one.

Several trips I've planned starting June so YAYYYYYY! Brand new beginning brand new life brand new me; A HAPPY ME! :)

Me promise, no more whines, no more sad faces from now on.

Yours truly,

Caryne!