Friday, March 18, 2011

♥Happy birthday to ME! :D

Sorry for the long absence loves. I've been gone missing from FB for one week because I went Penang & stayed with my girls with 1 whole week. And there's no wifi there, so I think that's pretty much explained why I've been missing in action for so long? ;)
Yours truly.

Well, time flies and my birthday is over! Anyway, I had very simple but very memorable birthday celebration with my loverboy & my girls! Too bad bff Jac didn't have time to celebrate with me. That's the sad part. :(


I always against in the saying of taking things for granted. Nobody is responsible for treating you good, so if they do, stop taking it for granted, appreciate it instead. And I always believe that simplest thing is blessing. I don't need luxurious birthday celebration, as long as my loverboy, my family and my close fwens are with me, I'm satisfied. And I really never expect anything, so it was rather surprising! :D


So, here goes, March 14, bffs Dayah, Justhrin, Vivi and Natalia went to Qbay and left me all alone at home. They said they have class afterwards, so I couldn't tag along. I had to rot at their apartment, doing nothing. And the worse part was, they don't have internet line!!! So, I don't know how I survived the whole afternoon. Glad that I did! Sooo, after they finished class, they came back and fetch me out for dinner nearby. They were discussing their gym plan or swimming plan later on, and I was like awww, no birthday countdown. I was quite blue sigh. But then I understood that they were tired for the whole day class and stuffs, so I'm okay with a simple celebration on my birthday itself.


Once we back at apartment, these girls started to be real busy running here and there in the apartment, hid inside the room whispering silently & laughing loudly for I-don't-know-what reason. I was too bored indulged playing my stupid computer games that I didn't notice anything. Furthermore, I saw Vivi was blowing her hair so I asked her why washing her hair before gym since she's gonna get sweaty afterwards. She was like, "Err, no lar, I didn't wash my hair." And I believed, I believed someone who is blowing their hair and claimed they did not wash their hair. Okay, wtf, I don't know why I never doubted that. After that they said they were ready for gym so I said I wanna tag along since I was too bored. Then vivi said," she can follow us as well?" I was like, " Why roommie?! Why I can't go along?!" Then they all were like, "Sure sure, jom jom!" So when we were walking out, they all wore slippers. So I was curious, "Are you girls going to wear slippers for gym?" They looked at me, and smiled. Okay, I STILL believed they were going gym. You can call me stupid now. So we took lift and they were heading poolside and I saw a cake on the beach chair, so I knew it was a surprise by that moment. I hopped on my feet, clapping hands and shouted YAY MY CAKE! But then they kept looking around as if they were looking for someone so I was like don't tell me there were somebody else because I was wearing the freaking big tee & flip flops & specs! I went wtf when 3 of them walking out from the corner, the loverboy, Mugun & Ikhwan. I was in pure shock. Bie gave me a hug when he saw me & wished me happy birthday; Mugun, as usual, mocked me by 'COMPLIMENTING' my attire. Lol. Btw, Mugun, I know you like my tee don't ya? :P And I was surprised Ikhwan was there as well. Thanks for coming all the way from BM just to celebrate my bday! I'm touched! :')


And oh btw, I was thrown into the pool, thanks guys -.- And they tried sooooo hard to prank me by hiding 1 of my cellphone without realizing I still have the other one. So they were trying sooo hard to get me by the pool and took away my cellphone so that they can throw me inside the pool. So Vivi snatched my cellphone by chance while I was texting. Then I straight ran far away from the pool, but Bie acted like he was very furious about me texting someone so he approached me, pretending he was interrogating me. After that, all of them started to approach me and some of them grabbed my hands, some of them grabbed my legs and dragged me to the pool. And when I started shouting, they some more asked me not to shout. Like wtf, you guys were trying to throw me into the pool and expect me to accept silently? -.- Lol! Anyway, they succeeded. But all of us were in the pool in the end so it was quite fun after all! :P I had a lot of fun with loverboy and my friends. Teehee! I love you all soooooo much! *big bear hugsss*


My birthday cake!


My bieee! ♥

I expected teasing from them. Lol. These mindmakers are genius enough to ask us to share 1 cheery together -.-


P/s: I'm praying they would accidentally deleted the video they took. -.-


As on my birthday, I had dinner with my girls. Nothing can be better than having dinner with close fwens and yakking the night away with them.


DAYAH! :D

Justhrin Yeoh.

Vivian Huang.


P/s: Aren't my babes gorgeous?! :D



Btw, I went for an interview in the morning. After that bie fetch me for his all time fave Nasi Bukit & my all time fave, TUTTI FRUTTI!


And lastly, tittle tattle session at my least fave spot. Oh well, who cares if your bffs are around ;)

BIE! How do I look with the shirt? :P

Dear Loverboy,

Thanks for the surprise bie! I really loved it so much. Love the cake, love the present & everything! And thank you so much for throwing me into the pool, you'll get yours soon *evil grins* You know I'm not good in expressing myself. But even if I didn't show it, but I felt truly blessed for having you as my boyfie. Thanks for the efforts you did for my birthday and I know you want me to have a memorable birthday for me and you did! :) This is our first time celebrating my birthday together and I wish you will still be by my side for my birthday every year in the future. MUAHHH! I feel like hugging you tight now. :)


Dear bffs,

You girls are the most awesome people ever! You know that? Thanks for being a part of the surprise! Lol. And you girls were brilliant in acting seriously. Gym with slippers, seriously? Lol! Well, luckily I was blur enough & didn't notice it was a surprise. I feel like I'm actually matter being around you all. I never feel unwanted. The feeling that I always searching for.


Imma happy girl! :D




XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

♥A letter for myself.

♥Love & To Be Loved





♥GO.

♥Love & To Be Loved




Just keep smiling :)
Everything is gonna be alright.

Monday, March 14, 2011

♥Ice cream loves.

♥Love & To Be Loved



P/s: I know I'm having bad skin day. So ignore my huge zit! Lol.


Anyway, currently in Penang! :) I miss my girls!
So Dayah & me went for movie, did a little shopping & enjoyed yogurt ice cream @ Coffee Bean.
OH OH OH OH OH!! We just found out there's Tutti Frutti near Qbay! Mad awesome!!!
I'm soooooo going! :D
I'm so lazy to type so I'm gonna spam this post with pictures, AGAIN! :P

Yum yum yogurt ice cream! :)
Too irresistible!

Dayah's great smile & me, pouting! :D


W for... WACKY us? Lol.

Dayah is loving my spec! Woots! :D

I heart my bff! :D

Sexy and the... crazy? o_O


Thinkingggg! :D


We were so indulged in camwhoring that we almost late for 'Beastly'! Lol.
And in case you wonder, yeah, people must be thinking we were crazy for posing like 2 mad girls in front of the lappie. Lol.

Yours truly! :D




XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

♥All about you :)

You were just another friend. I never really knew you. But when I got to know you, I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry. I decided to give love another try so I fell in love with you & I'll never let you go. I love you more than anything even though I don't say it. If you ever wonder why I don't know what I'll say but just remember one thing. I Love You.





You may never know how important you are to me or how much I care for you, but you are and you will always be. Bear in mind that I couldnt afford to lose someone I've learned to care about so much.




XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

Monday, March 7, 2011

♥When you kiss me in ways I've forgotten. :)

Hold me, tell me everything’s gunna be okay ‘cause today it feels like I won’t make it through the darkness, don’t know how to get out of this. I’m so mixed up.


Love is like a staircase; it has its ups and downs, sometimes it twists and turns, but in the end, it puts us where we want to be.


I need someone to hug me and hold me and know when I wanna be kissed. Someone that promises to never let me go…


I may not get to see you as often and I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I know, you’re the one that I love, and I can’t let you go.


I woke up this morning and knew that I loved you more than ever. Sometimes I get scared that this feeling will slip away into something less than the wonderfulness it is now. So I’ve got a plan. Let’s capture how we feel right now and keep it forever.



XX! Much lurves, Caryne.


Thursday, March 3, 2011

♥Run baby run! :)

Goodness, I should start doing my cardio again! :( I've been skipping my jogging sessions because of cold war between sis & I is still ongoing, and I don't jog alone –well the truth is I can't do anything alone by myself-, so yeah. And in case you wonder, we're not talking to each other since Chinese New Year. I can tolerate anything but if you think this is about some sort of egoistic issue, I can tell you it's not. So whatever. Back to the topic, USM sis is not coming back for weeks already, maybe I should go gym with my grandparent. Hmm. Cool grandparent isn't it? My grandpa can do cardio for 1 hour NON-STOP! How cool is that? SHAME ON ME! =x



By looking back on my pictures few years ago, I realized...


Stop putting on weight Caryne Law!

Seriously! Lose some instead! *slaps forehead!*


& 1 more thing! Don't you love this toy poodle?!
I personally hate poodle. But this 1 is too cute to resist!




XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

♥Not anymore.

哭了.闹了.泪干了.累了.睡了.醒了.痛了.结局还是一样.


I remembered what my friend told me. He held my frail hand, squeezed it tightly as if he wanted to squeeze a little bit more courage for me. And he shouted at my ears, drowned my pathetic weeping, "You're stronger than this. You're definitely stronger than this! You've been through worse! Don't you? Fish, look at me! Don't you? You can do this!" She hugged me tightly. I sank into her feebly. Another she kept drying my tears; another he looked at me helplessly and grabbed my arm. The sudden breakdown, the overflowed tears. I'm sorry I couldn't stop it & I was being so weak that day. But don't you all worry about me, my loves. I'm much stronger now. I have to. I thought of you all when it happened all over again. It gives me strength. Look, I'm okay now :) I'm alright.



Read sister's blog. She says,

"人生的两大悲剧莫过于:得不到想要东西和得到不想要的东西。"


Straight to the point, no? That's what we always do. We tend to make ourselves exhausted just to importunate something that we couldn't acquire; but we never cherish what we have because we never really know the value of something until we lose it. The person usually loses to just understand of cherish is a kind of beauty. But it's too late by then.

Yours truly. @ Church Street.

I miss penang life :(




XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

♥Let The Rain Kiss You.

♥Love & To Be Loved




LARA - 下雨
下雨天了怎么办
我好想你
不敢打给你
我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉


XX! Much lurves, Caryne.