♥Kiss&Tell.

2012-01-09T23:04:00.001+08:00

答应自己，绝对不会再为了你掉眼泪。绝对。这一次，是最后一次。

假象。

2012-01-03T21:19:00.001+08:00

原来这一切都只是漂亮的谎言。就让它这样下去吧。

All these are just wrong.

2012-01-02T01:45:00.002+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

Thanks for the head up, dear someone. I can’t believe I’m being this selfish all this while. I don’t have the right to just make someone’s life miserable because of the past that I can’t let go. How can I be so unfair to that someone?

I made myself being loathed by my friends I disappointed them. I start to think whether all these worth it or I’m just being blindfolded again. Damn myself.

Enough is enough. Before I clear my mind, before I mess my life & others’ life, this just gotta stop.

XO! Caryne.

Complication.
2011-12-30T00:05:00.001+08:00
When you're unsure of your feeling/status, please don't mess with others'.
I know how hurt it could be so I mustn't do this again. No way.
So what should I do? :(

2011-12-29T10:39:00.001+08:00
Should I follow what my head think or what my heart feel? :(
Somebody please guide me. I feel really bad right now. I don't wanna feel this way. :(

Games over baby. :)

2011-12-29T10:31:00.001+08:00

Experiment done. Result's out. Games over.
It's time to move on. :)

Games over baby. :)

2011-12-23T22:52:00.001+08:00

Experiment done. Result's out. Games over.
It's time to move on. :)

Falling in & out.

2011-12-20T01:56:00.004+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

Oh my, I can’t believe how fast time flies. It’s like I just stepped in year 2011 and now it’s the end of the year already. Let’s hope December will be better cause I really need that lol.

I’ve must say that this year is pretty harsh on me say, friendship, works, family, relatives and of course relationship. I breakdown I cry I stumble I fall, a couple of times. However from what I’ve encountered, I truly believe in the saying of everything happens for a reason.

On a brighter note, my work is my least concern right now I’m glad that I accepted this job offer. Despite some inevitable team conflicts, well, my colleagues are pretty awesome & I enjoy working with them.

And to be honest, it’s been ages since I feel this happy & blessed. I treasure everything and everyone I have right now right here. And one thing I realized, I can be loved by those I care this much. I mean how much they show me that I actually mean something to them., that I’m not replaceable or unnecessary, that they’ll make a lil’ effort so that I’ll stay, that my existence matters to them. :) Thank you so much loves, for all the supports when I thought I couldn’t make through it. Now I’m stronger than ever.

P/s: I just gotta thanks to that special someone. I don’t know what I’ll do without you around when I’m lost. You helped me HELL LOTS. Words can’t even describe how much you did for me. You’re always there you never lie to me. Thank you. You pointed out my wrongs, you taught me how to get over my bad habits, you won’t get sick of telling me how extraordinary how beautiful I am. You're like an angel sent for me. :)

I feel loved & precious. In fact I’m being pampered all this while just that I neglect the attention I already have due to the ONLY craves for the attention of SOMEONE.

Read something that I couldn’t agree more written by a friend, I was raised with first grade love so I’m not settling for second grade from no boy. I promised myself I wouldn't torture myself for someone who doesn’t even worth it. Be smart & be rational.

Btw, am back at home sweet home. I know I seem a lil’ bit like party animal for those who know me but the fact is I really love spending time with my family. Never mind just lazying around at home, watching DVD or just talk. I love my family more than anyone could imagine & I always know that they’re those who TRULY adore you JUST THE WAY YOU ARE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS. They’re just gonna be there.And when I’m at home, I settle down & I take my time to order my inmost thoughts.

As I grow up, the world doesn't seem as pretty or perfect as it used to be. In fact it has its hideous side that I just wanna runaway from. Instead of pointing my fingers to everyone else for my dreadful year, I think it’s time to reflect on myself. My egoistic, my stubbornness, my intolerance, & my so-called principles. All I wanna say is my own attitudes contribute to my sucky year as well. I couldn’t throw the blames away because I myself are partly responsible for what happened as well. I guess my most humble & practical new year resolution would be working on my attitudes, I guess that’s a pretty good kickoff for my 2012! :)

And yeah, as for those who are still wondering why I disappeared from FB, please don’t blast my phone with the same question already. Lol. I’m just taking some time off from some chaos which really gives me severe migraine. I DIDN’T BLOCK ANYONE, I DEACTIVATE MY FB. The least thing I need now is drama, so I’ll activate my FB back when things are settled & when I feel better.

I’m really confused & bewildered right now. When you asked me to think on your behalf, please think on mine as well. How long or how much it gonna takes for you to KNOW/DIFFERENTIATE who to trust when your most beloved one betrayed you before. That’s the time I thought I SHOULD TRUST HIM/HER. Not even a slight doubts. But what happened in the end? I’m not blaming anyone here, I just want some to know how I feel. For the record, I didn’t want or I didn’t choose to be a mad girl who is full of suspicion. This is so tiring. I had insomnia, I couldn’t concentrate on my work. I had this before, I don’t wanna face this all over again. And yes, people change, everyone deserves a second chance. And yup, actions speak louder than words. That’s all I can say. :) I just want my simple life back. No drama, no conflicts, no lies, no hurts, at least not from my beloved ones. So am I asking too much?

Anyway, can’t wait for Christmas. Don’t you lovely people think the same way? ;)

Please listen to this song kay?

And you won't wanna miss this ;)

Yours truly, with happy grin. :D

Loves. Caryne. XO! :)

Get up & go. :)

2011-10-29T23:20:00.003+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

Love is blind.

我好像了解了。没理由的坚持。没理由的守候。无法解释。

我以为爱得无法自拔，我以为失去他我会失去一切，我以为装傻乖乖的守候没关系。

因为只想自私的拥有，所以义无反顾地紧抓这段不可能的感情，说什么都不放。

曾经天真的以为只是煎熬，曾经愚蠢的相信那些牵强的理由，而不顾一切的陷进去。

这个他说没有谁没了谁就不能活了，那个他说没了信任就别再自欺欺人，装傻并不代表问题解决了。

都make sense，只是都听不进去。

或许我累了，累了抱着被泪湿透的枕头入眠，我只想安稳的睡着。

累了伤的满是伤痕，我只想要回自己真实的微笑。

累了不懂什么理由而无止境的争吵，我只想一整天都蹦蹦跳跳的毫无顾虑。

真的，别人说一千遍一万遍，你不想放，谁也帮不了你。

想通了，你就能狠心放下。

想通了，就懂得放开他的同时，你也放开自己。

没有后悔我的决定，因为我发现原来我比我想象中坚强。

我驾着车，他问道，最近还好吗？

我说，我放下了心中的大石。

对啊，好久好久没有这种感觉了。

踏实却轻松了的一颗心。

Get up & go, take a chance & be strong.

Or you can spend your whole life holding on.

Don’t look back just go, take a breath move along.

Or you can spend your whole life holding on.

亲爱的心，

对不起，让你碎了一遍地，一次又一次。我答应会让你好过点了。我答应会让我好过点。

我叮咛自己，要用曾经在感情的坚持向定下的目标不会累的往前。

一个没有目标的人，不会成功。一个没能成功的人，就什么都没了。

My plans. (:

现在的我很幸福。

至少我不会半夜乍醒。我不会害怕雨声。

至少现在的我钻进被子里是觉得温暖的。

至少现在的我渐渐忘了躲在被子里啜泣的心痛。

Gotta learn that it’s not easy, because life is not always pretty.

Black is Back with Arthur’s Day 2011

2011-09-08T19:23:00.005+08:00

Black is chic, black is mysterious, black is awesome, as like the best brew in the world, Guinness! :)

I can't even believe that the very famous Taio Cruz who sings the US Billboard no. 1 singles "Break your heart" and "Dynamite" is coming over and I'm gonna have the chance to see him live! How awesome is that! *screammmmmm*

Taio Cruz definitely gonna be the DYNAMITE & take us all HIGHER in the party!

If you think that's all, then you're wrong. We're gonna have 6 talented local music artists vie the opportunity to perform with Taio Cruz based on the votes online and on ground at various performance venues. The top 2 favorites of Malaysians will perform at Arthur's Day 2011 as well. So what are you waiting for? Vote for your favorite RIGHT NOW! :)

The third annual Arthur Guinness Day 2011 is gonna be a worldwide event as it will begin in Ireland and Europe across to the USA and the Caribbean and finally ending in Malaysia. Get ready to party at 17:59 GMT on 22nd September 2011. Well, you might want a very good rest the day before because it’s 24 hours of global celebrations and live music events to mark yet another great year of Guinness goodness. TO ARTHUR! *raise & click glasses*

SO party people, make yourself very available during: -

Date: 23 September 2011

(Friday)Time: 6 pm onwards

Venue: Speed City KL, Selangor Turf Club

I'm very excited for Arthur's Day 2011 because Imma big fans of Guinness and what's more enjoying than having a pint of Guinness and chilling with our buddies? And how could we forget the Arthur's Day this coming 23rd September! Not to mention, Taio Cruz is the live performer that day and I can't think of any reason to miss such event. I mean to watch my big time fave Taio Cruz live and party with all the Guinness lovers, what could I ask more?

Well, I'm all prepared for Arthur's Day already! My black chic outfit! :)

♥Dream High, Dreamers. :)

2011-09-07T00:04:00.010+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

Came to realize I’ve been taking a break for way too long. All my dreams all my goals that I promised myself that I would work hard to achieve it, I can’t believe I wore it off in time.

Well, the thing is I tend to get about a great deal with several new close friends; I have sometime on my own to marshal my thoughts alone. A simple trip would help me to take me out of myself, so that’s what I’ve been doing lately. Intermingling with buddies from different states, meeting new friends & experiencing unlike customs help me to give deeper thoughts & see matters/things from different angles and perspectives. Frankly, I picked up a lot from them. I must say they’re a very great inspiration to me. They’re like very unlike people from different background & different states gathered together, but all of them have one thing in common which they dream high & they always keep faith in what they’re dreaming about. Should I say they appear just in time in my life to remind me that I used to be just like them? I have no idea that dream that I had, I ALMOST leave it behind. Thanks for the heads up GUYS. X.

Time to recollect the forgotten dream, pick up my pace and yeah, I’ll be back to my game soon. ;)

Good luck to you lovely people, me myself and my new job. I can do this; we can do this. Let’s make our dreams come true. And we’ll be what we want to be when we meet again. X!

太多分心，之所以误以为那是一切的一切。

误以为那是一切的一切，所以遗忘了原本的梦想。

重拾遗忘的梦想，之所以你们。

下一次见面，一定要比之前更一步接近自己的梦想。

一小步，一小步。

一起加油吧。

♥Can I rewind so that we can make it right?

2011-08-19T00:08:00.008+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

She all laid up in bed with a broken heart

While I'm drinking Jack all alone in my local bar

And I don't know how we got into this mad situation

Only do things out of frustration

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard.

She needs me now but I can't seem to find a time

I've get a new job now in the unemployment time

We don't know how we got into this mess it's a God test

Somebody help us cause we're doing our best

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard.

But we're gonna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine

Sit talking up all night

Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah.

We're smiling but we close to tears

Even after all these years

We just now got the feeling that we're meeting

FOR THE FIRST TIME.

Oh these times are hard

Yeah they're making us crazy

Don't give up on me baby.

The Script - For the first time

When I ask you to listen to the song, there's everything inside that I wanna let you know. :)

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥A better day.

2011-08-11T00:57:00.033+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

Hmm. I don't know why I'm still wide awake at this hour. Insomnia. My dark eye circles are getting super visible recently. I've been having mood swing and I think I seriously need a vacation. :) Friends are complaining that I was being way too emo for most of my posts because I used to have cheerful habit of mind. Lol. I'll be better loves. Following my path back to when things are not this complicated.

Well, enough with these craps. Let's continue with something happier. Remember my dearest roommie, Chiew Bee? We're very close to each others, we were roommies for almost 2 years? If I'm not mistaken? Reminiscing having pillow talks with her every night before we fall asleep, and how we got scared from the thunder & lightning during late rainy days, and how we showed each others our new apparels and catwalk inside our little room, and how we teased each others about our new flings she LOL at me/I LOL at her when any of us blushed, made me miss her even more. Haha. I still remember when we tease each others, our reactions would be exactly the same where we'll be rolling left and right with the blanket, blushed and smile, then shouted," NO ROOMMIEEEE, I DIDN'T!! / NO ROOMMIEEEE, WE'RE JUST FRIENDS!!" HAHAHA!

P/S: Still remember that roommie? ;) HEHE!

However, the funny part is, we never hang out together for the 2 years period where we stayed together. Funny aye? I guess it's because of the clashes of class schedules, hangout with our own gangs, assignments clashes, tests clashes and so on. Sad right? :/

Anyway, we had our first date recently! Oh well, I know it sounds cliche, but better late than never, no? ;)

Soooo, we went all crazy shopping from 1st Avenue to Prangin Mall, to Gurney Plaza and lastly B'worth (Pantai Bersih) for seafood feast! ;) Eh hem, and as for the seafood part, we were planning to go for Raja Uda tomyam mee as to fulfill my crave but I WAS FREAKING LOST and I ended up at Pantai Bersih. I seriously don't know how I got there. Lol. Luckily Nick and Kay Sen came to rescue. So we settled our meal there. But the food was freaking awesome though!

Very breathtaking seaview.

Very peaceful evening. :)

Being funny. Lol.

Camwhore tak henti2! Lol.

The so-so 'mee tiao'.

Soft shell crabs are fried with marinated egg yolk and slight spicy-ness due to curry powder makes it delicious and crisp. Highly recommend.
Mentis prawn fried with marinated egg yolk. It is so crispy that you can't stop eating once you have a bite of it.
A must for the order list. ;)

Since I missed my tomyam mee, so we ordered this tomyam soup just to fulfill my craves. Lol. Surprisingly, it was pretty good though ;)

I don't know whether this is LALA or not. I'm confused. There are so many types of LALA. I guess it's one type of it. Lil bit of sour and lil bit of spicy flavor. Pretty good choice as appetizer.

Sayangku.

Windy evening. Hence messy hair!

Funny attempt. Epic fail! Lol. Roommie and I kept on laughing cause we were so close to each others that we felt like we almost kissed! HAHAHA! And look at Nick's expression -.- Like kena forced wtf.

Samsung Galaxy S2! :)

New way of camwhore. Coach: The Professional Mr Sim Kay Sen.
Without flash.

Flash! @@

My old time fave. Big head shots.
Big thanks to my super roommie! Me likey!

I'm so in love with roommie's Sony Nex!
Am so getting one! Tempted to request from daddy!
But no way! I'm setting Dear Jaclyn as role model. ;)
Earn money myself and buy myself! Good luck to me!

I'll end the post with vain pics of mine.
<3 Much loves, Caryne. XX!

P/S: No matter how rare we see each others, no matter how far we're apart,
you always play an important part of my life. :)

♥Stereo Hearts.

2011-08-09T14:07:00.006+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

It's been ages since I write. Life's been busy and things have changed with the passage of time. For those who don't know, I quit my job. People says nothing comes easy and you just gotta sacrifice or work hard in order to achieve the goal. Very true indeed. I suffered like HELL for my job, no kidding. I worked my ass off in order to prove that I'm able to do to the job right and I'm deserved to be in the firm. But somehow, my hard works are not appreciated and I've been told this is still not enough. I was so helpless and I broke down for like 932014932 times! Parent was pretty heartache and they advised me to quit saying, there are always better jobs out there, probably one which is much suitable for me. Daddy told me that salary doesn't matter, the most important thing is I'm happy working and that's that. Then all my relatives stepped in and I'm telling you, they are really good in making me cry like a baby girl. Lol. I can't help but feeling like I'm the most blessed girl in the world because of all the cares I always got. Not to mention my girlfriends who have been complaining non-stop and forcing me to quit. They were freaking worried about my safety since I'd to do OT 24/7 until 10pm or 11pm and there are quite a few robbery happened there at our parking lots. So all I wish now is, I could find a job that is suitable for me and my future. :)

The important thing in life is to have a great aim, and the determination to attain it.-- Goethe

1 thing that I'm glad it stays the same is we're still together. ♥ I'll be a big fat liar if I say that we're all good 24/7 because that's impossible. In fact, we have small and big conflicts. Hence arguments. Yes, sometimes we unintentionally throw some hurtful words towards each others and this really tore us apart. Anyway, I'm glad that after each quarrel we talked things out and reached full agreement.

Plus, we barely have time for each others which makes thing harder than it already is. Well, who doesn't want to spend time with their loved one and sometimes when I really miss him, I wish I can have him right next to me just to cuddle with him and tell him how much I miss him. But I gotta understand that he has to work and he gets tired after work. I wish to have his texts or have him call me frequently but I gotta understand that he's not a multitasker and he needs to concentrate on his work. I know sometimes I nag that he doesn't have enough time for me, but all I hope is some comforts from him then I'll be okay.

I want this relationship to work out, so I'll learn to be a good girlfriend. And I always believe action speaks louder than words so I'll prove it. ;) I hope he'll feel the same too? Teehee!

People says you don't know how much someone meant to you until you lose it. But having the slight thought of losing him kills me! Everytime I look at him, I feel like hugging him tight and never let go. The toughest moment for our date is saying goodbye with him at the end of our date because I don't know how long it's gonna be until our next one. :'(
And I just love to see him sleeping soundly beside me. So adorable. That's the moment I know he meant the world to me and I just want to love him as much as I can.

I love you, bie. :) Hell lots.

My heart's a stereo
It beats for your, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note

Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

Baby please don't go.

2011-07-17T00:15:00.001+08:00

Just run away
From these lies
Back to yesterday
Safe tonight

I'm trying to keep you in my head but if not
We'll just keep running from tomorrow with our lips locked
Baby please don't go
If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here?

I don't know
If you feel the way I do
If you leave I'm gonna find you
Baby please don't go

Baby please don't runaway from my bed and start another day
Stay instead

Back to NIL.

2011-07-10T13:05:00.001+08:00

When I thought I'm the happiest girl in the world, when I thought everything is flawless, when I thought things get better, it just has to break into pieces again and again and again.

Am I not deserve to be happy?

Much lurves, Caryne Law. XX.

♥I'm awake in the infinite cold, but you sing to me over & over again.

2011-06-13T18:47:00.005+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

To you know who you are,

Thank You :)
Thanks for everything.
I'll keep it forever. I swear.

And I'm sorry.
Sorry for everything.
I wish I could do something to make you feel better 'cause you deserve it.

You know you always have my best wish.
Please bear that in your mind.
XX! :)

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

Say Hello to Goodbye.

2011-06-05T19:56:00.003+08:00

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To you. :)

♥When depression made me gone wild.

2011-05-08T01:17:00.005+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

I hate my job. I don't wanna go to work :(

I'm sooooooo stressed!!! :(

I know this is soooo random.
But this is for YOU! My loverboy. :)

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

She knows better but she can’t help it.

2011-05-05T10:53:00.013+08:00

What will we end up be? Are we even through Stage 3 by any chance, to do all the things that a couple would do? 'Whether it's taking each others for granted or people's changing over time, the bottomline is one side stop trying and the feeling is not as strong as before". Is it true? That someone used to be so important to you before just becomes… not so important anymore, like… so easily. Are all relationships will end up in fragmental pieces of memory? That it would eventually reach the most awful stages ever, downhill and breaking up in the end?

I suffered myself when I truly care. I start to question myself, do they appreciate that you actually CARE or they just think that you're being such a nuisance? I struggled, I cried & I lost whenever I think about that. All those thoughts keep messing with my mind. And screw you, do you think I would give a damn about this if it doesn't freaking matter to me?! So stop telling me that I'm thinking too much or I'm being too sensitive! I'm so sick of you all putting that in my head.

Nothing can feel as worse as this, the uncertainty and the fact that you couldn't find any answer. In the end, I choose to care less. Yeah, it helped a lot by being this way. If you ask me whether I'm truly happy? Frankly, I don't know. But one thing I know for sure, I didn't wake up with my pillow all wet with tears the next morning recently. So yeah. Life is too short for all of these craps. I realized I have much important stuffs and problem to attend with. This is like physical and mental exertion because I think it's matter to me but others might not think the same way. I need to steer clear of dissipation and guard my peace of mind, so I'm done with that. :)

Well, I don't know whether I'm being pathetic or being independent. I'm starting to get used to this I-AM-ALL-BY-MYSELF life. Wherever I wanna go, I drive myself; wherever I wanna eat, I buy myself. I take care of myself & call from home does give me a terrific boost. And once in a while, babe Jac would date me for dinner at least once a week. Whenever she's free, she'll ring me up. Thanks babe, for making me feels like I'm actually mattered. I always believe that, when you really matter to someone, that person will always make time for you. No excuses, no lies, no broken promises.
Enough said.

I don't know I'm trying to have some faith or I'm just trying to runaway from the truth. I guess I'm numb. => You better start worrying when I'm numb. Cause when I don't give a damn, I DON'T give a damn about it anymore. :)

What will you think will happen if we don't end up together?
What if life separates us?
What if…

Us being crazy @ Starbucks, then F21, Coffee Bean, MNG & so on!
Awesome day!

Sigh. I miss you girls already.

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥What is right & What is wrong.

2011-04-16T17:19:00.007+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

When life gives you lemon, you make lemonade. :)

The truth is, reality is too cruel and things gone wild and outta control for most of the time. We just have to accept the fact that if life lets you down, you gotta stand up on your feet all by yourself again. Nobody is responsible for making your life better, and nobody is responsible to take care of your life, so you just gotta depend on yourself.

So stop expecting someone to come saddle up a white horse and come to rescue. Stay strong. :)

Yours truly.

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥You&I.

2011-03-28T23:40:00.009+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

18. Being in love with you.

I - WANT - YOU.

:)

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥Someday.

2011-03-28T16:46:00.002+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

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XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥Lovers & Friends.

2011-03-27T23:02:00.005+08:00

Call me crazy but I'm kinda miss my hectic college life already.I miss those days which I have to stay up late to do my due assignments, LAST MINUTE of course as usual; dragging myself to college at night and spent the night memorizing notes for final & so on. I miss it. I miss being a student. I miss my classmates & I miss hostel life. GAHHHH, emo-ness.

'nuff said. :/

How can I survive without you, dear google. :)

Imma nerd.
Ignore me, I don't know why I'm posting this ugly picture.
I guess I'm too mad right now that I'm not at my right mind. -.-

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥Outta Control.

2011-03-25T20:10:00.005+08:00

'You've changed, I prefer the old you, the YOU that I used to know.' Stop throwing those horrible words at me. Yes, you KNEW me very well; but you don't KNOW me anymore. The moment you chose to give up, the moment you left me in the dark, that's the moment you disappeared from my life. No calls, no texts, no mails, no nothing. I was alone, swallowing the pain, licking my own wound. And you know what, I survived. You don't know what I'd endured or what I've gone through. Now you're back claiming to be my friends and asking all sorts of questions, trying to reminisce the past while I'm trying to move on.All these talks are bunkum to me. And what's with all these judging thingy while you don't even know a thing? You think you know me, you think you read my mind, oh please, give me a break.

Anyway, I appreciate that you were a part of my life. Ever being my sincere love, thanks for the happiness and the love you've given me.

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥Imma let you walk me out :)

2011-03-21T19:51:00.012+08:00

I tend to think a lot. I think it's in the gene, from mum.

I don't linger around something that is over. I think it's in the gene, from dad.

I'm emotional. I think it's in the gene, from mum.

I look happy & merry all the time. I think it's in the gene, from dad.

I fell down hard, I stand up stronger even I'm hurt inside. I think it's in the gene, from mum.

I'm stubborn. I depend on myself. I think it's in the gene, from – oh well – both of them.

I miss my girls. Big time.

Another happy thing to share, I got in Grant Thornton. I have no idea why they take me anyway. I wish they wouldn't change their mind though :S Lol.

I wish I would get my car ASAP! I can't wait to start working already! :D PRAYING HARD THAT NOTHING GOES WRONG.

Pretty pretty PLEASEEEEEE!

Yours truly. :)

XX! Much lurves.

♥What the hell.

2011-03-21T19:41:00.002+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

I had enough.
I'll stop trying because I don't want to feel like a FOOL.

Enough said.

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥Happy birthday to ME! :D

2011-03-18T18:52:00.025+08:00

Sorry for the long absence loves. I've been gone missing from FB for one week because I went Penang & stayed with my girls with 1 whole week. And there's no wifi there, so I think that's pretty much explained why I've been missing in action for so long? ;)

Yours truly.

Well, time flies and my birthday is over! Anyway, I had very simple but very memorable birthday celebration with my loverboy & my girls! Too bad bff Jac didn't have time to celebrate with me. That's the sad part. :(

I always against in the saying of taking things for granted. Nobody is responsible for treating you good, so if they do, stop taking it for granted, appreciate it instead. And I always believe that simplest thing is blessing. I don't need luxurious birthday celebration, as long as my loverboy, my family and my close fwens are with me, I'm satisfied. And I really never expect anything, so it was rather surprising! :D

So, here goes, March 14, bffs Dayah, Justhrin, Vivi and Natalia went to Qbay and left me all alone at home. They said they have class afterwards, so I couldn't tag along. I had to rot at their apartment, doing nothing. And the worse part was, they don't have internet line!!! So, I don't know how I survived the whole afternoon. Glad that I did! Sooo, after they finished class, they came back and fetch me out for dinner nearby. They were discussing their gym plan or swimming plan later on, and I was like awww, no birthday countdown. I was quite blue sigh. But then I understood that they were tired for the whole day class and stuffs, so I'm okay with a simple celebration on my birthday itself.

Once we back at apartment, these girls started to be real busy running here and there in the apartment, hid inside the room whispering silently & laughing loudly for I-don't-know-what reason. I was too bored indulged playing my stupid computer games that I didn't notice anything. Furthermore, I saw Vivi was blowing her hair so I asked her why washing her hair before gym since she's gonna get sweaty afterwards. She was like, "Err, no lar, I didn't wash my hair." And I believed, I believed someone who is blowing their hair and claimed they did not wash their hair. Okay, wtf, I don't know why I never doubted that. After that they said they were ready for gym so I said I wanna tag along since I was too bored. Then vivi said," she can follow us as well?" I was like, " Why roommie?! Why I can't go along?!" Then they all were like, "Sure sure, jom jom!" So when we were walking out, they all wore slippers. So I was curious, "Are you girls going to wear slippers for gym?" They looked at me, and smiled. Okay, I STILL believed they were going gym. You can call me stupid now. So we took lift and they were heading poolside and I saw a cake on the beach chair, so I knew it was a surprise by that moment. I hopped on my feet, clapping hands and shouted YAY MY CAKE! But then they kept looking around as if they were looking for someone so I was like don't tell me there were somebody else because I was wearing the freaking big tee & flip flops & specs! I went wtf when 3 of them walking out from the corner, the loverboy, Mugun & Ikhwan. I was in pure shock. Bie gave me a hug when he saw me & wished me happy birthday; Mugun, as usual, mocked me by 'COMPLIMENTING' my attire. Lol. Btw, Mugun, I know you like my tee don't ya? :P And I was surprised Ikhwan was there as well. Thanks for coming all the way from BM just to celebrate my bday! I'm touched! :')

And oh btw, I was thrown into the pool, thanks guys -.- And they tried sooooo hard to prank me by hiding 1 of my cellphone without realizing I still have the other one. So they were trying sooo hard to get me by the pool and took away my cellphone so that they can throw me inside the pool. So Vivi snatched my cellphone by chance while I was texting. Then I straight ran far away from the pool, but Bie acted like he was very furious about me texting someone so he approached me, pretending he was interrogating me. After that, all of them started to approach me and some of them grabbed my hands, some of them grabbed my legs and dragged me to the pool. And when I started shouting, they some more asked me not to shout. Like wtf, you guys were trying to throw me into the pool and expect me to accept silently? -.- Lol! Anyway, they succeeded. But all of us were in the pool in the end so it was quite fun after all! :P I had a lot of fun with loverboy and my friends. Teehee! I love you all soooooo much! *big bear hugsss*

My birthday cake!

My bieee! ♥

I expected teasing from them. Lol. These mindmakers are genius enough to ask us to share 1 cheery together -.-

P/s: I'm praying they would accidentally deleted the video they took. -.-

As on my birthday, I had dinner with my girls. Nothing can be better than having dinner with close fwens and yakking the night away with them.

DAYAH! :D

Justhrin Yeoh.

Vivian Huang.

P/s: Aren't my babes gorgeous?! :D

Btw, I went for an interview in the morning. After that bie fetch me for his all time fave Nasi Bukit & my all time fave, TUTTI FRUTTI!

And lastly, tittle tattle session at my least fave spot. Oh well, who cares if your bffs are around ;)

BIE! How do I look with the shirt? :P

Dear Loverboy,

Thanks for the surprise bie! I really loved it so much. Love the cake, love the present & everything! And thank you so much for throwing me into the pool, you'll get yours soon *evil grins* You know I'm not good in expressing myself. But even if I didn't show it, but I felt truly blessed for having you as my boyfie. Thanks for the efforts you did for my birthday and I know you want me to have a memorable birthday for me and you did! :) This is our first time celebrating my birthday together and I wish you will still be by my side for my birthday every year in the future. MUAHHH! I feel like hugging you tight now. :)

Dear bffs,

You girls are the most awesome people ever! You know that? Thanks for being a part of the surprise! Lol. And you girls were brilliant in acting seriously. Gym with slippers, seriously? Lol! Well, luckily I was blur enough & didn't notice it was a surprise. I feel like I'm actually matter being around you all. I never feel unwanted. The feeling that I always searching for.

Imma happy girl! :D

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥A letter for myself.

2011-03-16T03:43:00.002+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

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♥GO.

2011-03-16T03:27:00.001+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

Just keep smiling :)
Everything is gonna be alright.

♥Ice cream loves.

2011-03-14T15:47:00.013+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

P/s: I know I'm having bad skin day. So ignore my huge zit! Lol.

Anyway, currently in Penang! :) I miss my girls!
So Dayah & me went for movie, did a little shopping & enjoyed yogurt ice cream @ Coffee Bean.
OH OH OH OH OH!! We just found out there's Tutti Frutti near Qbay! Mad awesome!!!
I'm soooooo going! :D
I'm so lazy to type so I'm gonna spam this post with pictures, AGAIN! :P

Yum yum yogurt ice cream! :)
Too irresistible!

Dayah's great smile & me, pouting! :D

W for... WACKY us? Lol.

Dayah is loving my spec! Woots! :D

I heart my bff! :D

Sexy and the... crazy? o_O

Thinkingggg! :D

We were so indulged in camwhoring that we almost late for 'Beastly'! Lol.
And in case you wonder, yeah, people must be thinking we were crazy for posing like 2 mad girls in front of the lappie. Lol.

Yours truly! :D

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥All about you :)

2011-03-08T21:10:00.005+08:00

You were just another friend. I never really knew you. But when I got to know you, I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry. I decided to give love another try so I fell in love with you & I'll never let you go. I love you more than anything even though I don't say it. If you ever wonder why I don't know what I'll say but just remember one thing. I Love You.

You may never know how important you are to me or how much I care for you, but you are and you will always be. Bear in mind that I couldnt afford to lose someone I've learned to care about so much.

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥When you kiss me in ways I've forgotten. :)

2011-03-07T00:10:00.009+08:00

Hold me, tell me everything’s gunna be okay ‘cause today it feels like I won’t make it through the darkness, don’t know how to get out of this. I’m so mixed up.

Love is like a staircase; it has its ups and downs, sometimes it twists and turns, but in the end, it puts us where we want to be.

I need someone to hug me and hold me and know when I wanna be kissed. Someone that promises to never let me go…

I may not get to see you as often and I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I know, you’re the one that I love, and I can’t let you go.

I woke up this morning and knew that I loved you more than ever. Sometimes I get scared that this feeling will slip away into something less than the wonderfulness it is now. So I’ve got a plan. Let’s capture how we feel right now and keep it forever.

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥Run baby run! :)

2011-03-03T20:41:00.011+08:00

Goodness, I should start doing my cardio again! :( I've been skipping my jogging sessions because of cold war between sis & I is still ongoing, and I don't jog alone –well the truth is I can't do anything alone by myself-, so yeah. And in case you wonder, we're not talking to each other since Chinese New Year. I can tolerate anything but if you think this is about some sort of egoistic issue, I can tell you it's not. So whatever. Back to the topic, USM sis is not coming back for weeks already, maybe I should go gym with my grandparent. Hmm. Cool grandparent isn't it? My grandpa can do cardio for 1 hour NON-STOP! How cool is that? SHAME ON ME! =x

By looking back on my pictures few years ago, I realized...

Stop putting on weight Caryne Law!

Seriously! Lose some instead! *slaps forehead!*

& 1 more thing! Don't you love this toy poodle?!
I personally hate poodle. But this 1 is too cute to resist!

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥Not anymore.

2011-03-02T16:17:00.006+08:00

哭了.闹了.泪干了.累了.睡了.醒了.痛了.结局还是一样.

I remembered what my friend told me. He held my frail hand, squeezed it tightly as if he wanted to squeeze a little bit more courage for me. And he shouted at my ears, drowned my pathetic weeping, "You're stronger than this. You're definitely stronger than this! You've been through worse! Don't you? Fish, look at me! Don't you? You can do this!" She hugged me tightly. I sank into her feebly. Another she kept drying my tears; another he looked at me helplessly and grabbed my arm. The sudden breakdown, the overflowed tears. I'm sorry I couldn't stop it & I was being so weak that day. But don't you all worry about me, my loves. I'm much stronger now. I have to. I thought of you all when it happened all over again. It gives me strength. Look, I'm okay now :) I'm alright.

Read sister's blog. She says,

"人生的两大悲剧莫过于：得不到想要东西和得到不想要的东西。"

Straight to the point, no? That's what we always do. We tend to make ourselves exhausted just to importunate something that we couldn't acquire; but we never cherish what we have because we never really know the value of something until we lose it. The person usually loses to just understand of cherish is a kind of beauty. But it's too late by then.

Yours truly. @ Church Street.

I miss penang life :(

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥Let The Rain Kiss You.

2011-03-01T14:03:00.004+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

LARA - 下雨天

下雨天了怎么办
我好想你
不敢打给你
我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥Ipoh Trip! :)

2011-02-27T19:58:00.061+08:00

Well, I'm going to update about my Ipoh trip, eh-hem, last year. Lol. Okay okay, I know I'm not a VERY efficient blogger but hey at least I did post it up now right? ;) Better late than never, no? Actually we went all the way to Ipoh just to visit my dearest DARLING, Chris Chiam before he fly to UK. He's there for, errr, a year already? I think? I miss him a lot. It's like something is missing without him around for our Xmas celebration or New Year celebration. Anyway, I'm gonna spam this post with a lot of pictures. So enjoy readers :)

Introducing Mr. Chris Chiam :) Ain't he adorable? :D

Next up, let me introduce you Mr. Goh Kean Lit. He's like the cutest thing ever! :D

& Ms Vivian Chin! Okay, somebody kill her for having that perfect nose. Lol.

& nevertheless, yours truly! :)

Both hands on steering wheel KEANLIT!!! Lol.

Speaking of which, 4 of us are not very familiar with Ipoh road. There were a few times which we can't stop laughing for what Kean Lit done. When Chris, V & me were talking, he will become very silent for some moments, then we would realize that we entered into some kind of Taman roads. So one of us blurted,"Whoa Kean Lit, I can't believe you know all these roads in Ipoh. Awesome wei." Then you won't believe what he said,"Nah, I don't know this road at all. In fact I dont know why I ended up here."

... ... ... ... Silence for 30 seconds and...

WTF?! So three of us panicked & he can't stop laughing at us shouting & mumbling at the same time. Total chaos! Can you believe it?! He knew he lost but he still can drive so calmly like nothing happened! EPIC!

So in fact you wonder what happened next, we tried to get the hell outta the Taman, but always ended up in the same place again. & I don't know how we got out, but thanks god we did. :)

Was my hair... GOLD? Lol.

Okay, where's my bag? I couldn't find it now.

Eh hem! 18sx!

Found a hotel! Finally -.-

I like photo stickerrrr! Mana ours, HENDRY LIM?! :P

*yawn.* Up early, check out & food hunting! :)

Rise & shine! I'm lovin' the morning sunshine!
But 8 in the morning? Or not! :(
Now you know why I'm wearing my pyjamas :P

How can you not go Fusan for dimsum at Ipoh? ;)
I want Fusan! :( But the waitresses are freaking no manners! :(

Look at the crowd! Worth the wait though ;)

♥

Kean Lit, promoting Kuih Red Bean :)

Char siew pau :D

My all time fave! EGG TARTS! :D

Makan makan!

Looking good there, Kean Lit! *wink!*

I'm lovin' this pictureeee! :D

♥

Chill at WHY cafe.

Kami same height okay! :P

Interesting stuffs from Mags.

Infamous Ipoh Beansprout Chicken! :) Slrrrrrrp!
It's up to you whether you want it with rice or koey teow.
Both are equally heaven!

Wahaha! The tam chiak face! :P

Awesome memories! :)
I cant tell how much I love you guys :')

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥Ballerina Flats Fetish :)

2011-02-25T19:05:00.015+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

I need distractions from this crappy feeling I'm having.
So the only thing to cheer me up is, well what else other than, fashions.

I'm so in love with ballerina flats.
Especially Salvatore Ferragamo. Oh well, who can resist? ;)
Fall Winter 2011 Salvatore Ferragamo Pink Flats.
The faint pink is just irresistible! :)

Classic Salvatore Ferragamo Ballet Red With White Flats.

Fashion Show Collections Salvatore Ferragamo White Flats.
*inhale deeply* This is perfection!

Ahhh... *melts*♥

Moschino :)

I always adore Union Jack.

So this flats is HUGE love! :)

BIG BIG Love! Burberry! :)

GUCCI! :)

End with Marc Jobs :)

XOXO! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥My One & Only Valentine.

2011-02-21T23:39:00.008+08:00

Sorry for abandoning my blog again peeps. Many have been wondering for my long absence at Facebook, MSN & blog. The truth is my modem was spoilt but thanks God it's fixed now. I'm pretty amazed at Streamyx efficiency for this once. I called for their assistance at about 3pm yesterday & they promised to come by within 24 hours. Well, I wasn't expecting them to come until the next day but guess what, they actually came to fix at 7pm something at the same day! Miracle?

Anyway, speaking of Valentine, how do you celebrate with the loved one? In despite of everything, the most crucial part is to spend the time with the loved one, no? I always believe that if a couple is in love, everyday is Valentine for them. Anyhowww, thanks to Doreen DAR, I get to spend my Valentine with loverboy :)

Dear Loverboy of mine - Hendry Lim,

I know you wanted to give me a memorable V-day & you planned for it. But I don't ask for much, I don't need fabulous dinner or luxurious presents for Valentine. In fact, anywhere is perfect if you're with me, and what I want for Valentine is YOU :) Simple is more than enough. Having you is enough. So will you stay with me through whatever? ;) Every little lovely things you said to me & every little teensy-weensy stuffs you did means the world to me <3

And how could I forget all those memories we had? The first time you bought me Jelutong burger & bring it all the way to hostel for me while I was having final. (BTW, I was too shy to talk to you that time kay? And I did say thank you!) :P The first time you pick me up from hostel. The first time you brought me for dinner @ the restaurant that you have been going since you're small. (I'm craving for it already bie! :/) The first time you brought me for Baskin Robbins afterwards. It was kinda awkward at first so we kept crapping about Hitz.fm songs playing at the shop. The first time we went McD for lunch together, which I still remember I had it for 3 days in a row. The first time we went 69 Mansion with my friends & I'm very happy that you made effort to mingle with them. And I started to fall for you even more when you saved me from Vodka shotgun by some random guy. (I remember you even told me to push it all to you if the guy ever asks me to drink again.) The first time you held my hands, hugged me, & a peck on my shoulder when you were all sweaty after v-ball training. (Okay, my heart was thumping madly! =X there! I admitted it.) The first time we went for movie after we're together. (The Tourist!) & a lot more! And right nao, there's one more added to our memory list, our very first Valentine. There's still a lot more that we haven't do together bie. I wish we would have more memorable occasions in the future.

I love you more each day.

For you're my treasure. Remember?

Because there could never be anyone more dear than you. :)

Loves, Caryne.

The loverboy.
Pattern banyak =X Lol.

14/2 - V-Day.

♥

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥Happy Valentine Day, loves! :)

2011-02-12T20:59:00.007+08:00

As you're growing up and as a result of your different experiences, your perception of love might change. While I was in high school, love is so pure & innocent for me, what we all called 'puppy love'. I like you for who you are, & you like me for who I am, so we're together. Simple as that. Cliche acts like love letters or hold hands would make your heart beats madly & your cheeks blushed. I think that's because we didn't give it much thought, we just go with the flow. We're too young to consider about eternity, future, responsibility or consequences. It doesn't even hurt much during breakup. You cry, you wipe off your tears & you're healed. In fact, you gonna fall in love all over again very soon! :)

While I stepped into college life, things are not as simple as I once knew. Everything, friendship, studies, campus life, & of course loves relationship. That's when lies, betrayals, & all sorts of conflicts come into picture. She's with you for your money; He's with you for your body. Blah blah blah. In a word, he/she's with you FOR A PURPOSE. Too many enticing temptations & lures which make things even more complicated than it already is. So when you're well aware of the risks, you self-destruct to every possible relationship in order to protect yourself from being hurt. Sorry to break your bubbles but this is when you realized that fairytales where the princesses & the princes always get to live happily ever after don't exist. And this is when you get to experience the feeling of heart shattered into pieces. Oh well, SURPRISE! :)

When you love someone because of some solid purposes/requirements, such relationship doesn't last long. Take this as example, you're together with him because he's rich, and he's together with you because you're pretty. That's the reason which keeps both of you together. So what if she found someone richer or he found someone prettier? It doesn't mean anything anymore.

So I think, okay, not every relationship is like that you know. Maybe one is lucky enough to meet someone who truly loves her, appreciate her & is totally loyal. But then again I was told several times by friends around who brokeup that love is not enough. So yeah, even if you love each others, it's still not enough because there are still some other reasons like compatibility of temperament, long distance and so on. GAHHHH. So I guess these pretty much sums up the reason why LOVE GIVE US MIGRAINE IS COMPLICATED.

Well anyhowww, I know I can't predict the future, in fact no one can. So I'll appreciate every moment we're together, and I'll love him as much as I can WHILE I can. Love is all about tolerance instead of hurting your loved one. Treasure your precious one. Imagine how miracle it is that both of you are acquainted in the vast sea of people & actually fell in love with each others. It's fate. So it, AT THE VERY LEAST, deserves you to redouble your efforts, give a lot of patience & be tolerant to make things work. Don't you think these attempts are actually worthy in order to sustain the relationship? Nothing comes easily after all.

Found these quotes are pretty meaningful.

''真正的爱，是接受，不是忍受；是支持，不是支配；

是慰问，不是质问；真正的爱，要道谢也要道歉。

要体贴，也要体谅。要认错，也好改错；

真正的爱，不是彼此凝视，而是共同沿着同一方向望去。

其实，爱不是寻找一个完美的人。而是，要学会用完美的眼光，欣赏一个并不完美的人。''

Translation:

True love is acceptance, not to bear; is to support, not to dominate;

is sympathy, not to question; true love, not only to express thanks but apologize if needed too.

Be considerate, but also be understanding. Not only to admit mistakes, but correct it as well;

True love is not to gazing each other but work hard to achieve same goals together.

In fact, love is not finding a perfect person. Instead, we must learn that people are perfectly flawed.

And lastly, to those who are single, attached, or heartbroken,

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY! :3

Have a great one!

Who the hell says Valentine must celebrate with your boyfie/girlf?

Friends & family are lovers too <3

I'm in love with my friends & I spent my Valentine with my friends last year!

& it was faboooo!

For my girls:

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU.
The one who turns to his friends and says, that's her.

Yours truly.

XOXO! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥This is the last straw.

2011-02-06T00:29:00.002+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

I get it. I'm your sister when you need me. You CARE about me when my help is needed. I'm disposable. Fine. Whatever. I'm so sick of this. You know what, I don't even care right now. I lose my heart & that's it. You don't even bother to show me a little bit respect. Even worse, you think I really feel nothing when you throw me all those hurtful words? So you think its' fun always treat me like I'm the extra one. I'm so downhearted. It's like my heart is shattered into pieces.

XX! With much lurves, Caryne.

♥뻑이가요Ppeogigayo :)

2011-02-01T23:41:00.006+08:00

Hey people! CNY is like 2 days away, so are you ready? ;) To be honest, CNY used to be my favourite festival (minus the fact that there's mindfcked CNY songs playing repeatedly everywhere) because I get to shop for A LOT of new clothes, new shoes, new bags & what else? :P But sisters and I don't really shop for CNY clothes this year. What a bum! It's like everyone is so busy to go shopping. And I'm feeling so freaking fat right nao, and I think that's the reason I don't have the 'OHM' to shop. Can you imagine, me, a shopaholic who stop shopping like a mad girl? UNBELIEVABLE? BELIEVE IT. :)

But anyway, HAPPY CNY LOVES! :D Can't wait to spend time this awesome holiday with you all plus my hunny TIAN RAN is back! Woots! <3 HUN, FYI, I NEED UPDATES!

I decided to turn a blind eye to what happened to me because I'm so exhausted of these dramas. I hope thought it has come to an end, turns out not really. I said I won't torture myself if this happened again, but epic fail. But I'm getting better in handling this issue. Oh well, practise makes perfect, isn't it? :) A big bear hug for my loverboy & my darling, Doreen. What am I gonna do without both of you? Thanks for listening to me patiently & always help me through this. As for that someone, you thought you covered yourself well with all those dirty little wiles, think twice. Have you ever think about you'll give the show away when you do it way too often? :3

And on a short notice, went to saloon and wtf I have super ugly bangs right now. Boyfie even said I looked LALA. FML! Oh well, his is not much better than mine. So whateverrrr :D But I'm a happy girl now cause MY BLACK HAIR ROOTS IS GONEEEEE! <3 *moves to the KNOCKOUT beats by TOP&GD *

XX! With much lurves, Caryne.

♥Vain-ism :)

2011-01-30T17:15:00.012+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

In need of a haircut! :)
I look like crap when my bang grows longer.

Time to chop off my bangs! :)

Was waiting for someone. So freaking late ZOMG!

Getting impatient~~~

Oh well, maybe I need eyebrow trimming as well :S

One last vain shot when my ride reached!
Ciaoz loves :)

XX! With much lurves, Caryne.

♥给我一个理由.

2011-01-30T15:17:00.003+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

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XX! With much lurves, Caryne.

♥永恒.

2011-01-28T16:40:00.004+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

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XX! With much lurves, Caryne.

♥Forever Love :)

2011-01-20T01:44:00.028+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

I miss them.

Jaclyn, Justhrin, Vivian, Dayah, Abby! I miss you girls! :'(

I miss college life.

We attend classes together. And we joined interesting events organized in college together. See, we even dressed up exactly the same for the Horror Night!

June Choo. The one who always bring me around for food hunting all around Penang. The one who cares for me. The one who bring me for snow beer! :)

I miss hostel life.

I miss working part-time with my loves.

I miss my long hair.

I miss all the fun :'(

And I miss the life where everything is so simple :(

HAH! Tot I've forgot to mention about you right? :P
Hehe. How can I forget? :)
IMY! ♥
My loverboy, Hendry Lim :)
P/s: Well, since we don't have a picture taken together YET! This is for temporary. We're gonna have alot of pics soon :)

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥假装

2011-01-17T18:20:00.005+08:00

我不需要无数的抱歉,不想要同样的重演.

假装原来是那么累人.

假装视而不见原来会更明显.

假装不介意原来会让心更疼.

假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒

去相信你的拥抱一直会让我依靠

继续等待还心甘情愿的不想逃

假装多好依然是暧昧的TONE调

一个人无理取闹两人世界的煎熬

我被自己困在自己设下的圈套

像是驼鸟相信时间是唯一解药

视而不见傻到了无可救药

XX! With much lurves, Caryne.

♥Forever be my world :)

2011-01-17T00:22:00.008+08:00

Love is unexplainable. I believe everyone has a list of requirements stating which type of boyfriend they wish for/want. But sometimes love doesn't work out this way. It's easy to find someone who meets your requirement, but it's hard to find someone who you are very fond. The feeling is inexplicable. Same goes to me. It'll never be rational, so when you're in love, friends are the one who keeps you sane.

Meeting you was fate, being your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.

I love him because:

He makes the cutest facial expressions. He sings to me. He kisses my forehead. He buys me flower. He insists I'm not okay even if I said I am. He knows when something is wrong with me. He makes me laugh. He can't mad at me for long time. He reads my innermost thoughts. He gives me sweet kisses. He hugs me like I'm his one and only one. He does things that I like, even if he doesn't like them. He allows me to pamper him. He loves me even with all my faults. He mocks me then he hugs me and kisses me. He shares his life with me. He understands me. He remembers every little bits of stuffs happened between us. His eyes, his lips, his voice and his smile.

How we stay up late talking for nothing. How he shows off his nose in front of me. How he makes an effort with my friends. How he texted me and called me when we were just friends. How he says he misses me. How he hold my hands. How he talks. How he sounds when he speaks Chinese. How he moves to beats of the song he likes. How he fall asleep. How he looks like when I apply skin mask on him. How it feels when he wraps his arms around me. How he reminiscing the past when we were just friends.

Taeyang – Make Love (feat Kush)

I never knew I'd find a love so true
This one right here, is just for you
Remember that One day
I held your hands then I kissed your lips then I told you
Our love was meant to be and always will forever
Give me that happiness I get from you just being there
I always see you when I close my eyes, you're on my mind
So can't you see, I need you right here wit me, close by my side
This time for sure, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart
Forever you're my girl
Forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I'll ever need, my life is you and me
Forever you're my girl
Forever be my world
You are the only one | I'll never break your heart "no", so baby don't let go
Even through the hard times
We made it through just fine
When it hurt we put in the work
To show that I'm yours
And that your mine
That's how we got this far
Let's never be apart
Girl, you're my queen
I'm here for you
'Cuz you're my everything
You always make me feel like everyhing's gonna be alright With the things you do, becuz it's you the real true love of my life
This time fo sho, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart
Forever you my girl
Forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I'll ever need, my life is you & me
Forever you my girl
Forever be my world
You are the only one
I'll never break your heart "no", so baby don't let go
uh... baby!
you know I'd walk them miles
climb mountains swith up styles
all I wanna do, is be with you
ain't no matter what, where and how
[right here and now] we can both get down [straight work it out] yeah
like that sound bump 'n grindin' perfect timin'
let's dine and both be proud
yeah yeah yeah
gonna take you on a joyride today
me and you stay true never hesitate
to make love -- sho nuff
you're the only one I'm ever thinkin' of
just to hold you baby I can hardly wait
as we go through the motions damn it's great
to make love -- sho 'nuff
we're gonna take it to the end and that's what's up
Chorus
You are the only one I want to spend my whole life with I know
Anywhere you are, that's where I will call home
So just take my hand and say that you will never let it go
Two hearts always beating as one forever more
Chorus
I'm nothing without you I'm nothing without you girl

I love you. <3

Lastly. As I promised.

XX! :) With much lurves, Caryne.

♥ 내가 잘 될거야

2011-01-14T16:44:00.004+08:00

In fairytales, there's always happily-ever-after ending; in reality, things don't always turn out right. You stumble and fall, you're heartbroken, and the pain is not gonna heal facilely. So tell me, how does it feel to lose someone that you thought you could be with forever? We all have been there. Breaking up, breakdown, feeling like your life is shattered & your heart is shredded into pieces. & the worst part is, such ultimate grief is still there no matter how hard you try to get over it. Simply because you can't switch your love on and off whenever you like.

Since you can't make the pain go away, so why fight it? You'll feel even worse whilst you're struggling to suppress the pain, the fact that you're still missing him/her, the fact that you're losing the loved one that you once had. Don't fight it, just let yourself to breakdown. Allow yourself to be weak, allow yourself to cry out loud. Because you know, you're not going to feel like this forever. In fact, after this, you gonna stand up strong. You'll be much stronger for what you've been through. And just so you know, we'll always stand by you. <3 Always remember even when you lose the whole world, you're not gonna be alone. At least there's ME :) ILY!

And just a few quotes to share with you all. Lurves.

"You've never felt pain until you've felt love."

"I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more."

"I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you're doing, but I can't help it, cause I'm in love with you."

"Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see them smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over them to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours."

"Missing you isn't the hard part, knowing I once had you is what breaks my heart."

No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you'll never get through it without your friends.

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

You can't ever let go of all the feelings, but you need to let go of him.

I'm not sure what the future holds but I do know that I'm going to be positive and not wake up feeling desperate. As my dad said "Nic, it is what it is, it's not what it should have been, not what it could have been, it is what it is". - Nicole Kidman

I refuse to let what happened to me make me bitter. I still completely believe in love and I'm open to anything that will happen to me. - Nicole Kidman

Always remember DEAR, cry doesn't mean you're weak, it means that you really loved once.

A girl's crystallized tears are the most precious jewels.

So make sure that he worth it :)

XX! Much lurves, Caryne.

♥Just A Dream.

2011-01-11T00:26:00.014+08:00

Sometimes feeling can be very deceiving. You thought you're happy but deep inside you're struggling to conceal the worries and misery. You thought you're okay but why you're waking up in the next morning feeling barely able to breathe? Have you ever realized when things start to change, that it's not the same as it used to be anymore? And how ridiculous that you don't even know when you begin to give yourself all sorts of excuses that this is not happening.

As saying goes, a contented mind is a perpetual feast. But are you turning a blind eye to this OR are you being contented? You don't even expect because everything becomes so out of reach, it's funny how simple things become your greatest satisfaction. And that's all what makes you persevere with this.

张惠妹 - 人质

我和你啊存在一种危险关系
彼此挟持这另一部份的自己
本以为这完整了爱的定义
那就乖乖的守护着你
相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近
但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙
在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差
人质在这一刻得到释放
相爱的纯粹落得如此下场
你满意吗我们都别说谎

Yours truly :)

XX! :)

♥Hello 2011 :)

2011-01-09T00:08:00.022+08:00

How fast 2010 passed in a blink of eye. Although this might be ABIT late but HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!! Looking back what I'd done on year 2010, and some remarkable events that happened which mould me to who I am today, I felt unbelievable that I've come so far. Anyway, hopefully it would be a greater year ahead and it's gonna be much awesome ;)

Well, I'm a fresh graduate now. Hence, in need of a job! GRRRR, to be honest, I don't feel any excitement. I wish I could graduate with my close friends L I don't even know where to graduate now. Stupid Inti, they don't even bother to held a graduation ceremony for us. WTF. So don't go Inti. I'm gonna miss campus life a lot sigh. Going classes with friends, sleep in class, attending all sorts of college events, rushing assignments together, burning midnight oil to prepare for finals together. Ahh, it sucks thinking I'm not gonna be able to join y'all for that anymore *tears*

And it feels good being at hometown again. Spending time with family & hanging out with hometown friends.But somehow I found myself already adapted to Penang life. I miss Penang heaps L All the scrumptious food, outings & night life. So it's the best if I could find a good job at Penang, it's almost like my second home already, only with more freedom & no curfew =X Teehee! This is so embarrassing, I'm 21 but my parents still treat me like I'm 12. Urghhh!

Speaking of family, it's not a really good year for us. We faced a lot, went through a lot. Even though it's difficult for us to go through such major changes, but the love we have for each others hold us together and we're able to support each others through the worse. We lost and we gained. I should be contented as long as we're still together, my beloved family beyond great. And for those people who put my family in this situation, thank you. Because of you, we realize much important stuff. That money is not everything. Thanks to you, we sisters become closer; we're stronger and independent nao. Nothing is more important than my family. Trust me, they're the one who will be with you FOREVER, through both good and bad. They're the one who will be the most forgiving and swallow down whatever hurtful things you've done to them with no doubts.

And I don't know whether it's me who growing older and my metabolism system is deteriorating, I'm gaining weights. And wtf IT'S SO FREAKING OBVIOUS! Somebody please slap me! I need motivation; I must cut down my consumption and do more exercise. I think it's because of my weights, I don't even like to take pictures of myself or shop. Can you believe me, a super shopaholic freak, don't crave for shopping?! -.-

Besides that, I've been single for like… a year plus? And I'd been so reluctant to be committed in a relationship due to some bad memories. So I kept myself unattached until I met him. I decided to give us a shot, sooo we're together. The fact is I think we're from different background and hence different thinking. I know there'll be obstacles in the future but I wish we could overcome all of those together. I believe conflicts come two-sided.And when it happens; you can't just ignore it and pretend nothing happened. Because when you don't solve it, it's just a matter of time that the same problem would arise again. So if you really care, you would give the best effort and patience to solve the problems. If he/ she doesn't, maybe he's just not that into you afterall. People are flawed, so there's no fairytale relationship with no conflicts at all. We just gotta accept that everyone makes mistakes, including myself. So what really matters is we admit the mistake, we learn, and we'll do whatever it takes to get things right. It's ironic how you take years to gain trust and confidence but it takes a second to ruin everything. So if you ruin something, fix it even though it takes times and efforts. I believe a relationship can be sustained if both parties want to.I made the choice, and I'm the one who has to deal with the consequences. But I know I'm not alone. I still have supports from you all. I'll take in the advises and I'll be clear of what I'm doing. Let's hope things would be better in the future. Oh well, I believe in just go with the flow. If it's yours, it'll be yours no matter how. If it's not, it'll slip through your fists no matter how hard you grasp it. But I won't give up easily because I might regret later on. So yeah, I'll try my best! No regret right? Pray for me loves!*grins*

P/S: thanks for calling me in the middle of the night to make sure I'm okay. I'm such a lousy friend sometimes. It's almost like you're always there for me all these years, been through everything with me and giving me strength. I feel bad because it's like I only remember you when I'm devastated.I feel even worse when you don't even mind. I promise I'll try to be a better friend for you! :D Happy new year!

Dear Mummy & Daddy,

Happy new year! I'm sorry for being a stubborn and not understanding daughter :'( I promise I'll be a better daughter in the future :) You're awesome parents! *huggiesss*

Dear Tong sister,

Thanks for being supportive all the way sis! I'm the worse sis ever, but you're still showering me with loves and cares :') I love you lots and stay with sis forever kay? Just so you know, you're the best sister ever! All the best in your academy!!! *huggiesss*

Dear Ting sis & Jun sis,

I love both of you wacky sisters! :) Jie promise to be a better sister in the future aite? Study hard!!! :D

Dear Friends,

What would I do without you all by my side? J I can't even bare such thoughts. It'd be awful! Thanks for sharing my joy and tears. Hopping around with me when there's good news, holding my hands & urged me on with encouraging words, wiping my tears& hugging me& telling me I'm stronger than this for what I went through before, lending me shoulders when I need someone to lean to. How could I forget all of these? How could I forget who help me comes this far? *tears* Oh, I'm missing you guys already. I love you guys!!!

Say bye to 2010! :)

XX! :) Much lurves, Caryne.

♥I’ll always love you.

2011-01-04T00:59:00.005+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others;
for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness;
and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone. -Audrey Hepburn-

I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles. -Audrey Hepburn-

I believe in manicures. I believe in overdressing. I believe in primping at leisure and wearing lipstick. I believe in pink. I believe happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day, and... I believe in miracles. -Audrey Hepburn-

I love you, bie.

Playlist: David Archuleta - Falling Stars

XX! :)

♥Jingle bell, Jingle bell, Jingle bell rocks :)

2010-12-28T21:53:00.019+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

Hello peeps. I know I've been neglecting my blog for quite some times.
And even if update, it's a simple and short one.

There are so many things to blog about and all just got tangled up.
So Jayren suggested me to summarize my 2010 :)

Well, I'm gonna do this with picture spamming :)

Working @ PC Expo :)

It was an awesome experience with my girls.
And I found out promoting is not really the type of job I can handle. Lol.
Minus the bitches part, I would say it was a good memory ;)

1st time celebrating xmas eve at B'worth! :)

Li Herng threw a party at his apartment.
Had an awesome night with my gang and it was great knowing new friends as well :)
Too bad I can't spend Xmas eve with my bie :(

More to come :)

XX! :)

♥You're my baby love.

2010-12-28T17:20:00.004+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

You're my baby love :)

I remember like it was yesterday
First kiss and I knew you changed the game
You have me, exactly, well you want it,
And I'm on it

And I ain't ever gonna let you get away
Holdin' hands never made me feel this way
So special, boy it's your, your smile
We so in love
(love)
La la la la
Yeah
We so in love
La la la la la
And I just can't get enough
Of your la la la la love
Yeah we so in love, love
I want you to know
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything

Been a minute and we still holding it down
Butterflies every time you come around
You make me, so crazy
It's crazy, oh baby

And I don't ever wanna be with no one else
You're the only one that ever made me melt
You're special, boy it's your, your style
We so in love

La la la la
Yeah
We so in love
La la la la la
And I just can't get enough
Of your la la la la love
Yeah it's all I'm thinking of
Love, love
I want you to know

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything

(Yeah)
Everything, everything, oh
Everything, everything, oh

[Will.I.Am]
You're my always and forever
You're my sunshine
On my mind, constant
Think about you all the time
You're my everything

Everything, everything, oh
Everything, everything, oh

[Will.I.Am]
You my new school (love)
You my old school (love)
And it's so true
You're the one I'm thinking of

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
(You make the sun come up on a cloudy day
You're my number one, you're my special thing)
You're my every, every, every, everything

Everything, everything, oh
Everything, everything, oh
You are my baby, baby, baby, baby love

Everything, everything, oh
Everything, everything, oh
You're my everything
You are my baby, baby, baby, baby love

XX! :)

♥I will fall for a boy who will: :)

2010-12-23T13:47:00.002+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

XX! :)

♥

2010-12-16T20:44:00.009+08:00

Rottin' at home is excruciating !

Even only 1 day ! :/

FML!!

-------------------------------------------------

I'll buy a dress for you.

I think it'll suit you -.-

Get a life dude!

Yours truly.

How rare you'll see me smiling with my bunny teeth.

RAWR! I hate it!

P/S: KL MEGA SALES, HERE I COMEEEEE! ♥

p/s: I'm sorry.
You deserve a better one.
I hope you'll feel better soon :)

XX! :)

♥'Cause you're part of my life :)

2010-12-15T00:26:00.005+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

Result is out.
I passed all subjects! Celebrationnnn !
I'm officially graduating. I supposed to feel superduper excited.
But whenever I think of leaving my beloved dear, I feel like tearing.

We're very attached to each others.
We spent alot of times together.
B'fast. Lunch. Dinner.
Movie. Shopping. Yum Char. Chillin'.

She's the one that is close to my heart.
She's the one who truly understand me.
She's the one who can listen to me patiently.
She's the one who support me for everything.
She's the one who is beside me when I'm hurted.
She loves me for who I am :)
And she accepts both of my good and bad.

She makes me laugh like a mad girl.
She takes good care of me like I'm her baby sis.
She fetch me everywhere I wanna go.
She brings me for food that I crave for.
She enlighten me when I'm lost.
She gives me courage when I'm afraid.

J'adore my dear, Jaclyn Tan.
Nothing can measure how much my love and care for you :)
You're 1 of the missing puzzle that complete my life.
How am I gonna survive without you around anymore? :'(

XOXO ! :)

♥7aste, Our Real Date :)

2010-12-11T02:09:00.003+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

11th December 2010

7aste event @ 32 Mansion.
Wine glasses clicking. Champagne.
Doing shots. Liquor.
Bottoms up. Beers.

Black long sleeves. White maxi dress.
Peck on the lips! :)
Unexpectable. Yet the dearest moment to remember.

♥ ♥ ♥

XOXO!

♥Take My Hand, Close Your Eyes. With You Right Here, I'm a Rocketeer.

2010-12-05T02:58:00.012+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

I'm a timid person. I'm afraid of getting hurt after I experienced once.
I tend to avoid conflicts, I runaway from problems.
I push away those who treat me superbly nice, & I turn down every possible relationship.
All due to the reason that I don't want to risk getting hurt anymore.
I can't bear the pain, I'm not ready.

♥

The time when I thought of that, I met HIM.
The one who makes me feel like butterflies in my stomach,
the one who makes me thinking of him whole day long,
the one who makes me grow restless whenever he late reply my text.
the one who makes me go online everyday just to Skype or MSN with him.
Somehow we click alot.
We have many things in common, to the extend that I found it unbelievable.
The feeling grows even stronger when I started to know him more.

♥

P/S: Okay, I'm closing my eyes when I'm typing these.
My heart was beating fast when he came to fetch me for friends meetup.
That's the first time I saw him in real & I think my palms were cold sweating all the way.
And when he told me he has a crush on me on the phone, I was literally hopping on the bed and holding my screams. Lol!
Well, honestly, I was not expecting that.
I always think I'm way too ordinary to capture his attention.

♥

He's cute. The way he smiles.
He's friendly. I feel comfortable around him when we were friends.
He's funny. He never fails to make me laugh.
He's loveable. :)
He's athletic. Ahh, I just love guys who do sports ;)
He's gentleman. :)
He's confident. But not cocky.

♥ I know this may sounds cheesy, but I think he's perfectly flawed :) ♥
Do you believe the say of no one's perfect but someone can be perfect for you.
I don't need my someone to be perfect. I want my someone to be flawed.
I just want my someone to be good to me, just perfect in my eyes.

♥

29th November.
Confession, through Skype.
I said yes :)
Alright, I admit I blushed kay? ;)

1st of December.
The last meet up before I left Penang.
We were chit-chatting in front of hostel.
Then he held my hand suddenly, & my heart was beating fast.
And when he hugged me goodbye, I was so reluctant to leave :(

♥

Bie, thanks for giving me the courage to start a new relationship.
For you, I'm willing to try to get over the phobia and work things out.
Because I want to be with you ♥
Even though I don't know where I'll ended working, KL or Penang.
But I wish our relationship would last long :)

I love you bie ♥
XOXO! :)

Yours truly.

♥Feeling so fly, Like a G6!

2010-11-23T17:01:00.005+08:00

Hey people, I'm back! Final ended. Study weeks had been like hell. Total madness!

Well never mind, now that I survived to the toughest weeks ever, I'm so gonna compensate myself!

Shopping therapy? Movies? Drinking sessions? Yumchar? I'M ON! RING ME UP BABESSS! <3

Bye books, hello partyyyy ;)

I salute my determination seriously, for not yielding any temptation during study weeks.

I literally stay at room for 2 weeks! Even Jac begged me to go out and see the world nowadays LOL!

Ahhh how I miss sunshines ;)

Gonna update about my outings soon with photo-spamming :p

And oh, I found something very interesting in Photoscape. Lame me.

I haven't figured that out until now. It's super fun weiii! :D

I'm so addicted with the Page function nowww! <3

Ain't this awesome?

I just need to drag my picture inside. No adjustment is needed AT ALL!

XX! :)

♥My Forever Honey Bee :)

2010-11-21T18:54:00.008+08:00

I am never good in handling parting issue.

And I hate it very much when I'm forced to separate from someone I'm already close with.

Emo much -.-

Whenever I hug the love goodbye, I try to gulp down my sobs but EPIC FAIL EVERYTIME! Sighh…

Bee Roommie, I'm missing you already :'(

I'm gonna miss you so much, it kills me whenever I think of we're not gonna see each others this often anymore.

We've been staying together for 3 sems, I'm so used to spend time with you this cute lil' babe.

Even though we're both busy with our own stuffs and never get to hang out together, but we never fail to update each others whenever we get back at room every night.

Days in hostel are not so dull because of your existence; there are always chatters and laughters with you around.

I like watching silly youtube with you and LOL together like mad girls; or just to mock someone evilly or envy-ing at some girls' pictures while we FB together.

And oh, who am I gonna show my awesome Korean band's MVs to without you around anymore? :(

And when are we going to have the chances of havin' unstoppable pillowtalks? Laughing at each other's awkward cases? :'(

Well, 3 sems might be not a very long period, but I feel like you're my baby sister already :)

I feel comfortable with you, I even don't mind sharing my darkest little secrets with you :)

A friend is one who knows all about you, but still loves you anyway.

Roommie, thanks for being a friend like that <3

They say good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. So I'll never ever forget you *hugsssss*

Your inner beauty is as exactly pretty and kind as how you look like ;)

Stay bubbly and lively always alright? My pretty cute roommie <3

In this case, I believe Two is better than One <3

Love notes from beloved roommie ;)

Sobsss :( It's so empty nowww...

Oh btw, I'm back to collect earrings for 3rd my ear piercing. I'm thinking of DIAMOND EARRINGS?

Dear someone: I'll wear it on your behalf :p LOL! *evil grins*

XX!

♥She Owns The Night :)

2010-11-13T14:34:00.007+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

Ahh, I miss my girls :(

I miss get all doll up & hang out with friends!

And nevertheless, I miss Hoegarden & snow beers! :( :( :(

Alright, enough rants.
Gotta back to my studies already.
Ciaozzz lurves :(

XX!

♥Ahh Crap! :/

2010-11-11T22:36:00.005+08:00

♥Love & To Be Loved

I hate final!!

Kill me! :/

Grumpy Fish! Grrrr~

Anyway, currently listening to Khalil Fong to de-stress~ Lalala~

Wish me luck people! :)

XX! :)

True colors? True self? You tell me.

2010-11-02T14:53:00.008+08:00

There's a lot of temptation that is way too strong to refuse; allurement that are irresistible; strong seduction that is difficult to endure.

Once they yield to the temptation; to the allurement; to the seduction, they lose themselves, they lose their own world.

But this is not a solid reason for you to give up on your beloved bffs.

Never give up on her.

Believe in the real her that you actually know. The HER you've known for years. Believe that she's only blinded temporarily by temptation.

And when she's awake, turned to look, we're still with her.

No matter how rough the path is, we'll walk through it with her. Give her the courage & the comforts that she needs.

People lost, I lost. Have you found your true self back? Or you just revealed your true color? Same freaking questions right back at me.

Frankly, I have no clue.

Yours truly.

Anyhow life's too short for all of the worries,

So smileeee~! ♥

XX!

♥Kiss&Tell.

假象。

All these are just wrong.

Complication. 2011-12-30T00:05:00.001+08:00 When you're unsure of your feeling/status, please don't mess with others'. I know how hurt it could be so I mustn't do this again. No way. So what should I do? :(

2011-12-29T10:39:00.001+08:00 Should I follow what my head think or what my heart feel? :( Somebody please guide me. I feel really bad right now. I don't wanna feel this way. :(

Games over baby. :)

Games over baby. :)

Falling in & out.

Get up & go. :)

Black is Back with Arthur’s Day 2011

♥Dream High, Dreamers. :)

♥Can I rewind so that we can make it right?

♥A better day.

♥Stereo Hearts.

Baby please don't go.

Back to NIL.

♥I'm awake in the infinite cold, but you sing to me over & over again.

Say Hello to Goodbye.

♥When depression made me gone wild.

She knows better but she can’t help it.

♥What is right & What is wrong.

♥You&I.

♥Someday.

♥Lovers & Friends.

♥Outta Control.

♥Imma let you walk me out :)

♥What the hell.

♥Happy birthday to ME! :D

♥A letter for myself.

♥GO.

♥Ice cream loves.

♥All about you :)

♥When you kiss me in ways I've forgotten. :)

♥Run baby run! :)

♥Not anymore.

♥Let The Rain Kiss You.

♥Ipoh Trip! :)

♥Ballerina Flats Fetish :)

♥My One & Only Valentine.

♥Happy Valentine Day, loves! :)

♥This is the last straw.

♥뻑이가요Ppeogigayo :)

♥Vain-ism :)

♥给我一个理由.

♥永恒.

♥Forever Love :)

♥假装

♥Forever be my world :)

♥ 내가 잘 될거야

♥Just A Dream.

♥Hello 2011 :)

♥I’ll always love you.

♥Jingle bell, Jingle bell, Jingle bell rocks :)

♥You're my baby love.

♥I will fall for a boy who will: :)

♥

♥'Cause you're part of my life :)

♥7aste, Our Real Date :)

♥Take My Hand, Close Your Eyes. With You Right Here, I'm a Rocketeer.

♥Feeling so fly, Like a G6!

♥My Forever Honey Bee :)

♥She Owns The Night :)

♥Ahh Crap! :/

True colors? True self? You tell me.

Complication.
2011-12-30T00:05:00.001+08:00
When you're unsure of your feeling/status, please don't mess with others'.
I know how hurt it could be so I mustn't do this again. No way.
So what should I do? :(

2011-12-29T10:39:00.001+08:00
Should I follow what my head think or what my heart feel? :(
Somebody please guide me. I feel really bad right now. I don't wanna feel this way. :(